In Hope of Saving Teddy (Rescued 7/6/09 Onward to new life!)

Teddy update

2011-11-09T17:44:00.002-05:00

I do continue to hear from Teddy's family once in a while. He continues to be enjoying his life and family. His teenage family member recently sent an email sharing...Teddy seems to have a little stubborn streak at times, but this young lady is successful in getting him to do what is needed. Funny-border collie humor? She says he is very much a part of them and is a wonderful dog (so lucky Teddy!)
If I get an updated pic I post!

Teddy is wonderful!

2011-05-30T21:04:00.003-04:00

Just a quick update...I periodically hear from Teddy's family and it's as if he has been with them all along. He is such a part of them and so loved! As the weather turns warmer and I look to the mountain in our back yard where Teddy used to appear, I often think "what if.." I can still see him sitting and watching me from afar. The best was when he playfully tossed his empty plate when I was attempting to entice him into the humane trap-he was on to me. I don't worry now because I know he is safe and loved. I truly believe it was his time to be rescued and by God's grace and guidance, it all worked out.

Teddy is well!

Merry Christmas

2009-12-26T08:51:00.006-05:00

Here is Teddy's Christmas photo sent by his family. We are all thankful that our friend has a loving home for Christmas and always. After visiting the shelter on Christmas Eve, donating as is our tradition, it was easy to see so many are in want and need of homes. So many are not as fortunate as Teddy. It is always a heartbreak to see, but I always remain thankful that there are folks like those at the shelters, dog wardens, cruelty officers, and any who work to help save animals-it is an emotional job, but thankfully they are strong enough to do it.

We've also been helping with some rescue placements from kennel/mill closings in PA-and naturally a lot of the shelters are even becoming more overcrowded. If you know of anyone wanting a special friend, please encourage them to visit a shelter-there are so many in want and need there.

Puppy mill dogs may need a little more tlc and patience in the beginning as their world was very limited once, but they do make wonderful companions and pets once settled in-why not give one a chance?

May the peace of the Christmas season fill your hearts and homes, and may you all have a blessed New Year.

A Very Happy Thanksgiving

2009-11-25T06:03:00.006-05:00

I still often check the back yard and mountain, even after all these months. I know he's not there but it's a habit, and something that I think about often. It was such an emotionally and some times physicallly draining four months prior to his rescue-the worry, the searching, the early rising, and the waiting. It is sort of difficult to imagine at this point, that it went on for so long. We were just sooooo lucky to have gotten him at that time. I couldn't imagine knowing he was still running with winter coming again. I smile when I realize he will be warm, well fed, and loved this winter, and hopefully for many years to come.

The two things I am now certain of is that Teddy no longer runs on our mountain and he is no longer running in fear.

His family reports that "his personality has really developed now that he truly feels safe and secure. He especially loves to run around and play with us in the back yard." (Beats the heck out of running AWAY in my back yard )

It will truly be a great Thanksgiving for this guy, a very different one from his past. Just look at his photos-you can see a change!

So to all of the Friends of Teddy, Teddy's family, and of course Teddy himself-Happy Thanksgiving! And may you all eat too much!

You go Teddy!

Update on Teddy

2009-09-04T09:56:00.004-04:00

Here is Teddy lounging on the young son's bed. Certainly looks comfy,huh? Far cry from sleeping on hard rocks or ground, in the cold and damp. He sure is enjoying life, as he should!

Thanks to the family for the update and pic!

Just look at this beautiful guy...

2009-08-20T12:50:00.004-04:00

Teddy's family just sent me this pic of him on the landing in their home. Can you believe anyone who ever said this dog wanted to run and be free on the mountain? I am so happy for him-he finally knows a life of security and love.

His family also reported that a little while back they had a dog house guest and the two of them played tug of war in the back yard-they both apparently had a great time!

Wow...Teddy actually gets to be a dog!

I know you all are smiling now. Thank God his (and our ordeal) ended in happy note with his rescue and finding a forever home. So many others....well...you know...

Sharing more of the mountain with Teddy than intended...

2009-08-12T08:31:00.004-04:00

Well it’s been quite a while…and it’s been interesting (a nice way of putting it all). My lack of posting was not due to the family not sending updates. Unfortunately Teddy and I have shared more of the mountain than either one of us should have to bear. Just like our Teddy, I was diagnosed with Lyme Disease, and let me tell you the past month has NOT been much fun. But in lieu of the grimy details I’ll just move to sharing some of his updates from the family…

Teddy and his family went on a camping vacation and had a great time. They also discovered that Teddy likes movies as they watched a movie about a dog, and he seemed to enjoy the flick. He reportedly has settled in nicely and is very much a part of the family. They love him AND he loves them-how wonderful after a year on the run! (I do have to ask if they have been treating him for his Lyme Disease, because I wouldn’t want him to feel the way I’ve been feeling.)

(pics provided by his family)

There are a few t-shirts left, please email me if you’re interested. All monies will go to the Hillside SPCA for their “medical and educational” fund in honor of Teddy.

Side Note: I'm sure every animal in every shelter has a story of fear and heartache. Teddy is fortunate in that HIS story can be told. There are so many others whose stories or histories may never be known, but they do have one thing in common...they too need a loving home. If only ALL the others could be as fortunate as Teddy. Please consider adopting. Thank you for all your prayers and support in bringing Teddy back.

Just in...

2009-07-16T07:36:00.003-04:00

Teddy's family just sent this to me and I had to post it for all of "his friends." I think the toy he is "sleeping" with is one I sent along (it was nice of them to "sneak" that toy in, don't you think?)
Wow he's actually getting to sleep on a carpet in a real house-it must be like heaven for him!
Here is a quote from the family's email this morning, "He is one wonderful dog and a very important part of all of our lives!!!"

Bravo Teddy-thank God you are so comfortable and loved! But don't forget, WE ALL still love you too, right "friends?"

Teddy update

2009-07-16T06:08:00.003-04:00

Teddy's family has readily shared information with me to of course share with all of you his loyal followers. They reported the first night that he sort went from room to room checking on each one until he decided to settle in bed with their youngest child. He apparently stayed there all night. The gentleman of the house shared that it seems Teddy's herding instinct has kicked in with the family as he seems to want to keep them all together and "gather" them.

Rest assured friends of Teddy, even though the family has a fenced in yard, Teddy is ALWAYS on a leash when he is outside of the home-ALWAYS! The family said they have always kept their animals on leashes because they DO love them and care about their safety-they believe in Leash 'Em Keep 'Em Safe.

They also reported that Teddy is quite the leaner-he likes to lean up against his family members. Isn't it great to hear he still wants that closeness? And who were those people who made the uninformed statements that he wanted to be free-Give me a break! He wants to be safe and loved and it certainly sounds like that is happening here. Yea-Teddy!

He also reportedly won't go potty in his yard, they have to walk him outside the yard, and not one accident inside so far! Not bad for a year going where he pleased!

The family has promised to give us periodic updates and I for one look forward to the adventures of Teddy with his new family. I know you all are rooting for him too! They will send us a pic soon and more info.

Please keep Teddy and his new family in your prayers and thanks.

The Last 8 Days and more...

2009-07-14T08:16:00.006-04:00

Remember when he sat behind the mulch pile, waiting for me to get the food out of the trap for him?

Remember Teddy just a few short months ago? These were taken in April.

Teddy "today"

The Last 8 Days…

From the anxiety of waiting and hoping in the early morning of July 6 to this eighth day of …well I’m not sure what to call it. It’s been an emotional roller coaster for the last four plus months, and while you steadfast followers have a good idea and feeling for what the rescue experience has been like, it has taken its toll on me. The constant worry, making plans and having to change, never knowing if he was coming back, watching and wondering if he was hurt, and the emotional list goes on and on. Of course I grew attached. What person could spend so much time not only worrying but wanting to give something back to one of God’s beautiful creatures, he was a part of our family, albeit a distant one, but he was part of us, nonetheless. And when that glorious rescue day finally came? An overwhelming rush of relief, joy, and worry again (for his future). Oh how I would have loved to have kept him with us, in a heart beat! Teddy already was a part of our family and I’m not sure many out there realize how that could be. Even though I couldn’t touch him or be close to him, he obviously had my heart and my time, and that’s pretty much what love is…thinking, wanting the best, loving, and having concern.

I’m a planner, I have to have things lined up so all transitions can be as easy as possible. So I planned for Teddy’s rescue-I planned his morning meal that day, how it would be spread out in the far corner, how I would sit covered in my jeep with a rope tied to the kennel door ready to pull it closed when he entered, I lined up the vet visit, I asked his friends if they would be able to come if I captured him (as you know they came before I got him), and had contacted various rescues unfortunately, to no avail-every one was pretty full! So the plan was that he would go to the shelter and we would work with his rehab there-I would visit with him every day, which I joyfully did (and it was wonderful to see him begin to blossom), and we would take things a bit slow with him and give him some time to rid himself of the mountain.

There was one reason for us to keep him…and that is because we loved him. When you want something so bad and your heart is truly in it, that’s what happens. I wanted him safe with all my heart and I fell in love in the mean time, amidst my worry. But my first thought was Teddy. He could have stayed here with us for a while, but my fear was would staying in the area produce more anxiety and not allow him to forget his past year of running? Would he always look to our back yard (the mountain) with fear, anxiety, and feel the need to run? Would the familiar sounds in the neighborhood, those that used to spook him when he was on the run, make him even more nervous? Would he be comfortable in a house of terriers? And of course I had to consider my own pups as well. Darby, my 16 ½ year old Westie, is visually and hearing impaired so if they were a warning between dogs she would never know. Trevar the Scottie is a very laid back guy, pretty accepting of everything, except he has a mistrust of big dogs as he was attacked in a class. Rori, our middle Westie has a very outgoing personality but she too suffered a mishap with a bigger dog, although she is always on the more cautious side. And then there is little puppy Westie Maddie, Miss Submissive…she probably would have been okay.

Even though there are stressors for the animals at the shelter, I felt after talking with my friends (Teddy’s friends) that it would be best for him to return there at least for a while. We knew he couldn’t escape and hoped he might remember good things…which he did seem to do once he got back there.

I spent the last eight afternoons getting to know the dog I grew to love from afar. It was wonderful to see him relax and begin to show his personality and affection. My feelings grew stronger, but I knew deep down, that one day after we worked with him a bit to help him adjust to the world of voice and other typical “life” situations, he deserved a home, perhaps where he was the ONLY dog, because he deserved ALL of the love and attention. Just for the record, I was given the first option to adopt him (making a hard decision even harder)

I had always hoped he would be adopted, just not quite so soon, as I felt he still needed to work out a few “mountain kinks” and adjust more to general life. After all we’re talking about a dog that was on the run struggling to survive for over a year. I just felt he needed some time…but… I turned him into the shelter so I really didn’t have a say, although the kennel manager did call and talk with me any way to discuss adoption, which I appreciated.

I did meet the family and felt that they would be a wonderful fit for Teddy at some point; again I just thought he needed more time. I had promised the family that I would not disclose any information about them so I will keep my word on that however…

I have to admit as I read today’s paper; I was quite shocked to see our boy appearing with his adoptive family. Because I try to be a person of my word I won’t post the link here, but I’m sure you can find it on your own.

I admit I have cried. I cried when I left him for the last time at the shelter. I cry when I think I won’t see him anymore and I cry because I still worry a bit. We don’t really know what lies beneath, and I can only hope his past will fade away. But I am happy for him too, because he IS the ONLY dog in a very compassionate and understanding family. They’ve rescued dogs before and did not even hear of his story until they came to shelter to look for a pet. So they weren’t taken in by his fame.

I have never had to give up one of “my” pets before and it has been very very hard. I pray that I will never have to experience those emotions again-you know the ones from the past four months AND the ones felt now. I hope you all will join me in rejoicing for Teddy, egos, wants, previous thoughts and rearranged plans aside, because after all it really is ONLY about TEDDY, it all always has been and he deserves it! I hope the dear Lord continues to watch over him and his new family.

Even though Teddy now has a home (hopefully his forever home), his story and his legacy should remain with us all, and we should continue to share his plight with others. It is an important story to remember, as in one split second something can happen. Leashes are so important-even for the best trained dogs, one never knows. And I do believe Pennsylvania does have a leash law. So in honor of Teddy, we will continue his t-shirt fundraiser to benefit other animals in need (like his PAST situation) and for the education of the public with regard to leashing pets and other ways to keep animals safe. We owe it to him!

So I may still cry when I think of him or when I look out my back door, but I am so happy that he has a chance at a very good life.

The family promised to send me updates, so I’ll keep his blog going. After all, Teddy’s young life is a message and a learning experience to all. Fortunately it has concluded in a happy ending, hopefully.

Don’t forget to order a t-shirt…gee can we call they commemorative shirts? Bless you all!

(Would you believe I cried while trying to edit this darn post? Geeeez…..)

"Teddy's rescue Teaches...

2009-07-13T05:57:00.005-04:00

I had written a follow-up letter to the editor about our Teddy to our local paper, The Republican Herald. They printed it in today's paper (thank you!). I felt people needed to know how we all ( whether from afar or right here) helped in our own way. Because frankly, I could have given up quite a few times, but because of all of your support-I was determined to see it through. And now he is so safe AND learning to be a dog and hopefully trust once again! He is just such an awesome site to see up close! After months of watching him from afar and now I can hug him and hand feed him, and he actually greets me...well...I'm in tears as I write this...and I'm not usually so emotional. But his story was emotional - watching a life struggle to survive and wanting to help and unable to communicate your outstretched hand...it was hard. He became like one of my own but yet one I couldn't touch or hold or bring to safety. Can you imagine not being able to hold something you love? I am sooooo happy for Teddy, he is safe, and warm, and has access to a clean bed, fresh water, and good food and how can I forget...love, and hugs, and gentle voices and pats.

Here is the link for the letter to the editor; http://www.republicanherald.com/opinion/1.113082

Thank you everyone for anything that you have done in support of our boy-he is absolutely beautiful and so precious. My husband believes that God lead him to my back yard. I'm just glad God lead him home.

Belly rubs, paw shakes and smooches...oh my!

2009-07-12T18:40:00.010-04:00

Well last night we had some really severe thunderstorms and I tossed and turned all night due to worrying about Teddy. I couldn't imagine what reactions he may be having. When I went to the shelter today to visit, they told me he chewed his harness off, whether or not it was related to the storm, I don't know.

As my husband I walked down the road toward the kennels, I bellowed out my Teddy whistle, he was outside. His ears immediately perked. As he saw me and I began to talk to him he got very excited barking ! and wagging his tail. As I came around the side of the building he headed toward the door to go in seemingly knowing it was time for a visit. He was duly excited once they brought him out.

I do believe he was somewhat pensive from the night before (storms) as he was a little more easy to startle and he sniffed the air often initially. On the walk he was tentative in the beginning. When more people and dogs came around he grew much quieter and some what reserved (kind of like we could imagine in the wild when a possible predator was near), more so than usual, but after an hour together he seemed to relax and all was well once again, unless there were too many people, noises, and other dogs around-he would be a little reserved and wouldn't take a treat whenever he was nervous, ever. Also, when the camera flashed he really startled too and kept looking up through the trees, probably reminiscent of lightening. On time I touched his side while he was watching something else and he was quick to show his flight response as he startled quickly but was ok once I spoke to him.

As time went on with quite a few walks he really became a dog! He followed the commands for shake and initiated shake several times on his own. Too funny if I ignored him! He also was ready for a few belly rubs as long as there was not a lot of dogs or people around and he rolled over requesting his rub with his upside down Teddy head looking back at me. Also.....drum roll please...he not only wanted to sit with his front paws up on my lap several times, but he also leaned on me for a good amount of time AND I got SEVERAL SMOOCHES without asking! Yea!(Caught me off guard and got me on the lips once)

My husband and I spent three hours with him and in between walks he was outwardly seeking attention from us, and was very content as he leaned up against me or slept near by. When he did get scared a few times if I spoke his name softly and pulled him by his side into my body, he seemed to calm. It is so great to have the opportunity to see him and get to know him. I just know he is very smart and hope that wherever he may go, that the people teach him something new every day-tricks, obedience, agility, flyball, whatever. He deserves to have a chance to learn it all and show off!

He also loves to have the top of his nose rubbed and will sit for great lengths of time and almost snooze off when this is done. I also discovered what I believed to have been one of Teddy meals on the run-fresh squirrel! He spied one on one of our walks and I really had to hold on tight. He was really intent on the little critter.

Does he not look happy and just a "tad" content? He is actually smiling for the camera and licking his chops. In case you might be wondering...today's treat bag was filled with grilled sirloin, and did he love it! God I love this dog!!!!

Bringing out Teddy..

2009-07-12T08:31:00.002-04:00

It is interesting to observe this boy up close and personal. It is easy to see the past year of life on the run lingering. Of course, what can any one expect, he spent more than a year running in fear and trying to survive, so naturally there are concerns for his adjustment, and it will take time. It took time for him to develop his previous fears and life on the run certainly instilled more fears and survival instincts. He’s a dog and needs to learn to trust and feel secure (hopefully). It’s true he does do pretty well at the shelter amidst the workers he knows and sees for hours most days and his bunk mates, but it is a whole other world outside those doors and here is where I have the opportunity to see and watch Teddy’s behavior. I get to study his body language and look in his eyes and while I do see gentleness and acceptance from the things that are becoming familiar to him, I still see a pensive, some times silently anxious fellow, unsure about what’s to come.

After all he’s just returning to the sound of human language, so that in itself is an adjustment. He has to learn what language is. While he’s very accepting of pats, he often turns a “side eye” if it is someone he is unfamiliar with. This is not to say that he is looking to be aggressive, I don’t get that take at all, but he does show some stress and uncertainty-these are observations made in a one to one situation.

I’ve observed in his quiet nervousness with new people or certain situations (ex. walking too far away from the shelter.) He exhibits the following; he often becomes quiet (not that he’s loud and demonstrative, but his body language changes). I can almost visualize him in the wild when he sensed danger or uncertainty-he slows down in movement, turns his eyes to the side to look, his head is slightly lowered, and he perspires from his mouth. (I say he perspires from his mouth (don’t meant to be gross) because the liquid is not like the thickened saliva when hunger overcomes, it is more fluid and thin. He sits in a straight up manner but his head and eye movements say he is experiencing some stress. One only need to look in his eyes to see.

I do believe in time he will feel less stress but it will take time and a lot of positive secure experiences for this guy to learn all over and perhaps for the first time in his life that fear doesn’t have to rule. He needs gradual exposure to a world that perhaps wasn’t so kind to him-he’s not going to lose “the mountain” in one week or two or perhaps more. I think he just starting to feel a little secure at the shelter and would think that this a good first step to develop a life of security, but it has to go slow and gradual, no quick changes for this fellow any more (just my opinion and perhaps my behavioral work with emotional challenges of children coming into play here). Developing security in animals and humans who have lead a life of fear and mistrust can be complicated to overcome, but I believe that in both, it can be learned with time, patience, experience, and exposure. But with all behavioral challenges there always needs to be a stabilizing factor, a sole attachment built and developed on trust that can guide the journey through other experiences. But any one or thing needs to develop complete trust on at least one to ensure success. He or she needs someone to rely on.

This boy has not had any human positive human contact for more than a year-except for those of us who fed him and tried to talk him down. Consider the most basic survival instinct is to eat, right? So if after four months of him seeing the same person bringing him food he still could not trust enough to come close, doesn’t that tell us that he needs time, and lots of it? I have wildlife that trust me more from feeding that he ever did. I brought him food for four months, he often watched me from afar, and he STILL didn’t trust enough to come close to the one who fed him. He was so scared that even a meal wouldn’t bring him in.

I only want the best chance for this guy, as we ALL do, including the shelter. I know there is a home out there for him, and it will be a good home, but I just believe that he needs time right now, to learn to see the world one step at a time, and with as minimal stress and anxiety producing as possible. If some of his issues can be overcome, his adjustment to his new forever family will be pleasurable and enjoyable for all concerned, especially Teddy. And he of course…is our main concern.

(We had severe thunder storms last night, I wonder how he did. Remember he has a tremendous fear of storms and often it would be after a storm or fireworks when I wouldn’t see him for a day or two leaving me worrying at the base of the mountain.)

My husband and I have decided that the total sales of the first fifty “Friends of Teddy” tees will be donated to his fund. After the first fifty all net proceeds will go to his fund. We want him to have all the best opportunities for a wonderful, secure, and healthy life. Please consider purchasing a tee, or donating in his honor to the Hillside SPCA, mark your donation, “Friends of Teddy.” Their address is PO Box 233, Pottsville, PA 17901 Thank you.

Spending time with Teddy

2009-07-10T14:14:00.002-04:00

Well it was a nice surprise for me when the shelter worker brought my friend to me, he immediately recognized me, flattened his ears, wagged his tail, and jumped up on me. Cool!
Considering I was not feeling my best, that made me glad I came down to the shelter.

Don't know if I ever mention it before, but the shelter is actually less than a mile down the road from our house, and I actually always wondered if Teddy was trying to head back there. From our house you can hear the dogs at the shelter, I often thought besides the obvious feeding, that was one of the reasons he stayed in this area. Thank fully he never crossed the roads to get there though, or might not have been here today.

The shelter is set down in a wooded area-quite nice actually and they have a nice road where volunteers can walk the dogs. Yesterday Teddy seemed a little pensive in his hind end area, as I said was unsure if it was from the Lyme disease or something else, but today he seemed a bit better and we got a nice walk in twice. I noticed something interesting in his behavior today...it seemed the further into woods we went (on the road and further away from the shelter), his demeanor changed. He became a little more nervous/pensive he head went lower, his tail lowered and he kept looking over his shoulders. Sort of made wonder if he was concerned about getting too far away and perhaps didn't want to be lost again. Perhaps I'm humanizing but you would have had to see his reactions. Any way, no pressure here, we turned around and sat under the trees to watch all the people and other animals pass by. We still got a few visitors call out, "is that Teddy" or is that the dog from the paper?" And all comment on his beauty and his soft demeanor.

I combed him, and petted him. He offered me several paws and readily accepted my verbal and food rewards. He laid down for a belly rub, and we just sat together for a long time. And then I don't know if he suddenly gets stressed about something, but he wants to go in again. Now mind you he was wagging his tail as we waited to go back in and I sat and talked to him, but he was ready. This is just such a wonderful experience-he's still teaching me!

I probably won't be able to see him tomorrow as I have prior commitment that falls within visiting hours, but hopefully I'll see him Sunday.

Keep him in your prayers as always please! And thanks!

Well Teddy...

2009-07-09T14:41:00.002-04:00

I cut our visit a little short today as he seemed a little out of sorts. He really didn't want to walk too much as he seemed pensive in his hind end (unsure if this is Lyme or previous injury related). So we sat under the trees and I combed him and gave him a few treats, and he shook my hands several times for more food. He then relaxed and reclined and went belly up, and when I didn't immediately comply with a belly rub, he lifted his head as if to say, "wellllllll get to it." I rubbed his belly for at least ten minutes until the stones dug deeply into my legs from sitting. I combed him a bit more and he seemed to want to head back to his "dorm." It was clouding over a bit and I wondered if perhaps a storm was brewing and he knew it or perhaps he just wanted to go back in to be in the hub bub of it all. I complied and took him back a little early. So I walked two other dogs, and spent a little time with some very frightened little dogs who were rescued from a puppy mill-oi!

So our boy is safe and secure, and learning how to be "a dog," once again. Keep him in your prayers though, he's got a ways to go to develop security once again.

More rescue day photos...

2009-07-09T11:08:00.007-04:00

This is the first time I actually got

to pet him-so cool!

Left-getting the

mattes out!

Rescue day bath-getting rid of the mountain on the dog

Remembering and greeting old friends

at the shelter

Greeting another old friend from

the shelter-note his flattened ears!

Thanks to Janine for sending us this pics!

Teddy adjusting....

2009-07-08T20:16:00.003-04:00

Now granted I only spend an hour or two with him on a daily basis, but it appears to me that he has settled in nicely. He definitely has his "friends," humans and canine, that he really seeks out, but seems to do well with humans of all ages. I was concerned that perhaps he might have had some negative feelings toward me, well uncertain feelings I should say, as initially when I would go to get him, he was somewhat timid and cautious initially, but when I would speak to him or whistle "his" whistle, he would flatten his ears and wag his tail and was receptive. And today... well once they got him out of the kennel area for me and I fussed over him, he really showed me he was happy with his big tail wag, eye contact, and his flattened ears.

We took a short walk and then sat together and watched all the other people and dogs pass by. Often there were people who recognized him and were so happy he was rescued. Children love him, as do most of the adults, as he is a striking beauty as he lays and watches. I started combing him which he readily accepted, and as I have been working on getting his attention by using his name and trying the "watch me" command, he decided to show me a few things. He began to offer me his paw for a treat, so I named it ("shake" of course). The paw shaking went on for at least 10 minutes-and if I tried to ignore him (just for fun) he'd swat at me with the other one. He even rolled over for a lengthy belly rub-so I believe he is comfortable enough with me and where we were situated. It was great to see some "real" dog behavior coming out. Even some fun dog stuff!

I have to admit it is very hard to see all those animals at the shelter. The workers are terrific, kind, caring, and attentive to the needs of the animals-it just breaks my heart that there are so many without homes. I couldn't even begin to listen to half of their stories-I would get too upset and angry. Thank God there ARE people who work at the shelters and take care of those that society have tossed aside. Where would they all be without these people? I can't bear to even consider. Even though I love and respect animals, I could not do the jobs these workers do day in and day out, I so admire them all!

So tomorrow will be another day, and hopefully I will spend more time with our boy. I'm still in shock and in awe of the fact that I actually get to touch him and walk with him by my side-sooooooo cooool!

Wow-unbelievable...

2009-07-08T11:53:00.003-04:00

Well it seems Teddy's story appearing in our paper has generated some not so nice comments AND some supportive ones. Thought I'd provide the link for you all to read-note the word "embellish " in one post. http//www.republicanherald.com/news/dog_survives_year_on_sharp_mountain_lured_back_into_captivity_with_bacon_spam
And granted comments of this nature seem to be from people who don't have a clue as to what has been going on nor would they probably care any way, except to put someone else down or place blame elsewhere.

Enjoy!

2009-07-08T06:52:00.002-04:00

This video is from David a video reporter with the Pottsville Republican, our local news paper (his full name appears at the end of the video). Special thanks to Jackie Dormer, news photographer and friend of animals, who shot photos of our boy, and smiled the entire time. This was the afternoon of Teddy's rescue at the shelter. Both David and Jackie shared our joy in seeing Teddy safe. Thank you both!

Ben Wolfgang, a reporter for the Pottsville Republican, penned a brief story about Teddy which appeared on the front page of this morning's paper. You can read the story at: http://www.republicanherald.com

Thought you all might enjoy! Just to let you know, Teddy seems to have re-adjusted to the shelter. He has many friends there, humans and dogs, and he is gaining fame and recognition as visitors are coming just to meet him. It would be nice if the visitors might consider adopting one of his friends, and consider making a donation to the "Friends of Teddy" fund. We need to keep his story going for the main purpose of education. It is an important (and emotional) lesson to learn. We spent time together yesterday walking and just getting to know one another. IT is such a RUSH to be able to just actually pet him.

I'd like to thank every one for their emails and comments, you all have been so supportive. There are many things we have shared and learned together. To those who have written and are waiting for a call from me, I WILL be calling you, hopefully I can help.

A long journey...the kennel door closes...and a new life begins...does it get any better?

Did I mention....Teddy has been rescued?!!!!!!

2009-07-07T06:40:00.003-04:00

Wow-I still can't believe it! I woke up this morning at the usual early time, but actually got to lounge in bed with my dogs for a bit. (They appreciated not getting up and being quickly placed outside with reminders to "not bark.") After their breakfast they actually got to come upstairs with me right away and we were able to play with the door curtains wide open. Rori, our second youngest Westie loves to play and actually seemed excited to be returning to our old routine of playing UPSTAIRS in the morning. Maddie our puppy Westie didn't get the message that it was "ok" to come up until a little later. The dogs weren't allowed upstairs until Teddy ate and disappeared because if they saw him they would bark and spook him. Although when I asked Rori and Maddie where the big dog was they both looked for him-funny!

I do hope Teddy had a good long peaceful sleep last night, one without fear. I know everyone at the shelter was sooo happy to see him and he seemed happy to see them too. I will be heading down this afternoon to spend some time with him. When I went back yesterday afternoon, he was a little hesitant when I approached him with a leash, but he did give me a tail wag and flat ears when I fussed. We, Teddy & I, along with my husband who came along to finally meet him up close and personal, sat outside for a long time and just watched all the wonderful volunteers and staff with the other animals. It was so good to see him just watching people and accepting pats for adults and children-what a different life from the past year! Some people recognized him and asked "is that Teddy" or "is that the dog that was lost on the mountain" and all were very interested to hear his story. And what a story it is!

He really seemed to love the little dogs as when one of his "bunk mates" passed he would wag his tail and whine a little-so everyone says, "you guys have little dogs at home, right?" (Note there is not a comment after this statement as it is all too tempting)

It was truly amazing to actually touch him yesterday and for him to be so accepting. Here was a fellow that would spook if one spoke or if a dog barked, or if he even saw a human close by, and yet he readily accepted pats, and smooches, and walking on a leash. As he sat with us with his eyes closed, it was almost like he felt relief. His breathing slowed, his eyes closed, and he actually fell asleep a couple of times. Talk about tugging the old heart strings even more! No one will ever tell me running is where he wanted to be-what an idiotic statement to even make! What creature wants to be in constant fear or scavenge for food and water. Oi! Any way the good news, no the GREAT news is...he is safe! And what a beauty he really is, up close! I wish you all could seem him!

T-Shirts are still available but if you don't necessarily want to help through a t-shirt purchase, you can send a donation to the Hillside SPCA, PO Box 233, Pottsville, PA 17901 and state on your donation that would like it to go to The Friends of Teddy Fund.

Again my gratitude to all of you and please continue to check in as we will be following Teddy's progress.

My posts will probably be occurring later in the day now, after my visits with him, as the early morning cooking and mountainside service has ceased. Although...I think there is a stray cat or two in the area...I'll let you know! Bless you all for being with us! And thanks be to God for hearing our prayers and giving us the means and the stamina to help one of his blessed creatures.

Janine and Liz-hugs for being there!!!!!!

Drum roll please...RESCUED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-07-06T11:15:00.007-04:00

I can hardly believe it-at approximately 6:20 a.m. this morning the kennel door closed on Teddy's year long journey on his own. Teddy's friends from the shelter, Janine and Liz, arrived bright and early this morning to wait in front of our house. I sat in the jeep, hidden by coverings on the windows, praying for a miracle. I was doubting that he would come as I hadn't seen him for two days (probably due to the fireworks in the area.) I was reading a daily devotional trying to keep my mind occupied and keep my heart from racing. When out of the corner of my eye, I saw a black and white flash. I gently reached for the rope and held tight. He looked in the kennel then walked around the outside, and finally hunger overcame him. When he entered and went to the far end of the kennel I pulled the door close-thank God the posts I planted stopped the door. He panicked a little circling and looking for a way out. But I got out of the jeep and started his whistle and began talking very softly. I grabbed the can of Vienna sausage, and went to call his friends ( my husband had already alerted them and they were on their way up). I quickly went around and locked the door, speaking ever so softly to him. The girls came and with their great expertise walked right in and collared him (with THREE different collars-I love them!) Then we all sat with him. He really was quite calm and accepting of our talks and pats-he even laid down!

Can you believe it? I actually got to HAND FEED him, finally!!!

Look how calm he is-

this me and him on the floor at the vet's office! Of course his friends Janine and Liz were there too! He fell asleep!

This is Dr. McDonald of Mountain Shadow Veterinary Hospital with our Teddy! Surprisingly he said he looked pretty good all things considered! He had blood work and tests done and all was well except he does have Lyme disease (we figured that), and another tick borne illness (sorry I forget what it is), but both are treatable. And...

He IS HEARTWORM NEGATIVE-thank God! He will need updated vaccines but Dr. McDonald felt that he should have some time to de-stress before inoculations-makes total sense!

And here's our boy....after his grooming and bath! Look at that face! And you know what? He was sooooo sweet and actually began wagging his tail at us while we were at the vet's office! He was so good on the rides to and from the vet and while there. He is now at the shelter, for now, and he actually seemed to remember the people there-as he wagged his tail and flattened his ears. He greeted some of the other dogs without fear which amazed me considering he always ran when a dog barked. He did not seem stressed or frightened, a little pensive perhaps, but not spooked. The shelter will take all necessary steps to assure his safety, they were all so glad to see him! I will be returning this afternoon to give him his heartworm medicine and to spend time with him. I will be attempting to visit with him every day to help with his training and rehab as well. Keep tuning into his blog for updates-there's so much more to come!! And....it's ALLLLLL good!

My thanks to all of you out there in "blog reader land" for your prayers and support, to Diane Buhl for her suggestions and her loan of a humane trap, for Cressona Country store for renting us a kennel (for a nominal fee) to capture him securely, to Janine & Liz of the Hillside SPCA for being THERE always, to everyone at the Hillside SPCA for their support and future care of our boy until he can find a forever home, and to those who sent supportive emails and suggestions, donated food, to those who tried to capture him previously as well, and to all who bought t- shirts (tell you friends about the shirts) we want to pay for his medical expenses and hope to raise awareness through education-you can help support that with a t-shirt purchase.

I think I might be able to finally sleep a little later tomorrow morning. We all cried when the door closed and as we petted him. Tears of joy which I'm sure some of you are sharing with us. Thank you all!!!! I'll continue posting updates on his progress!

We're Ready....

2009-07-05T19:09:00.003-04:00

...now all we need is Teddy (sorry I couldn't resist a rhyme). I just got back from practicing my gate closing. It seemed to work pretty well and the posts right inside the door (I added three more) are holding the door well. All I need now is Teddy of course, a good eye, and quick strong hands, and we'll be home free! I am so nervous and excited I don't think I could take failure or perhaps disappointment if he doesn't show.

Two "Friends of Teddy" reminded me that perhaps he has stayed away due to the fireworks this weekend...since he is so frightened of thunder storms that would make sense. Can you imagine, with the lights flashing and the sounds what our poor boy experienced? I have to admit, I never gave it a thought-duh! And to make matters worse we can hear the fireworks not only from Pottsville, but from Port Carbon and Haven too. Plus we can hear anyone on both sides of the mountain setting off their own, so can you imagine? I only hope he didn't run too far or get into trouble from fear.

Well I'm pretty sure I'm not going to sleep much tonight. I plan to get up pretty early and cook up some tasty treats for our boy, and then...I'll wait. Hopefully the wait won't be too long and the set-up will be successful and we can ALL celebrate! I hope, I hope, I hope.....

Please send all your good karma, constant prayers, and best wishes for Teddy's safety and rescue. We just have to get him! Thank you all as always for your vigilance and support.

Unbelievable! :(

2009-07-05T07:28:00.002-04:00

I'm sitting here waiting and waiting and looking and looking but so far no Teddy. He did not return yesterday either. I'm trying to remain positive thinking that he has stayed away for two days before but never when I (supposedly) was the only one feeding him. Either he's gotten some fresh wild meals, someone else is feeding him, or....and we don't want to think about that.

I will leave his food in the kennel until night fall just like yesterday. I am still planning on tomorrow (Monday) for rescue day-I have to in order to keep my sanity about this entire situation. I have to believe he will come back and it will all work out.

I have a team of Teddy's friends who are experienced and prepared to help once he is captured-bless them! Now it's just a matter of Teddy returning, enjoying some good food, and closing the door on his life on the run. Everyone please pray very hard for him to return and allow us to show him a great life! He's just gotta' come back. We need him and he needs us!

Gearing up...

2009-07-04T06:27:00.003-04:00

Well yesterday I did a "run through" of sorts. I placed one of our vehicles close to the kennel, blocked out most of the front windows, so Teddy wouldn't see me moving, and visualized my rope pull. I thought I had better move the vehicle closer as soon as possible so he has a chance to adjust to THAT change. Today I will practice pulling the door hoping the temporary door holders work as I think they will and the stops I put inside will hold until I can get around and latch the door and tie it shut. I am just so worried that if I miss this opportunity one may not present itself for a long time-I don't think I could deal with that. Really high anxiety!

I'm waiting to hear back from a few of Teddy's friends to see if they can be available Monday morning. Even though I myself participate in Scottie & Westie Rescue, I've never had to enter a kennel and attempt to put a collar/leash on a fearful animal-I am hoping the experts will be able to help here. That is way out of my realm of experience, and I wouldn't want to risk traumatizing him more or worse, his escaping.

He is very late coming for breakfast this morning, as he hasn't arrived just yet. I'll just keep positive and say he'll be here soon.

As far as the rescues no definite responses yet, but we'll work with him until we can find a good placement with one if need be. At least we'll know where he is and how he is doing for the time being, and we can continue to provide up dates to all of you too!

But again...we don't have him yet, however I like to think positive...so keep those prayers and good karma flowing our way and perhaps in a few days......................

Did I mention the first printing of T-Shirts are in? Thanks to those of you who already purchased in support of our boy!

Dining in...

2009-07-03T06:57:00.010-04:00

Well here's a pic of our boy "dining in" this a.m. He is looking right at me as I am standing on the balcony snapping his pic. As long as I didn't make any sudden moves he continued to eat.

Left photo-exit stage right! He's on his way to who knows where!

I'm seriously considering Monday for his "Rescue Day." I actually thought of July 4th (Independence Day), but we don't have veteriarians that are open all day on Saturday and rarely on Sunday, so it's best to try and work around everyone else for the benefit of Teddy. I believe his friends at the shelter will be available as well as the veterinarian on Monday, so it might be a good day to "go for it." I have to admit I'm a little nervous. This is just so important, and I am afraid if I don't "Get him" and end up scaring him...well you know. I have to keep practicing the plan over and over to assure the best possible outcome. I'm also very concerned as to his reaction once the door closes. I would hope he wouldn't show signs of aggression but being captured and scared could bring out some of that behavior. My hope is to try to calm him as best as I can and hope the "rescue team" will come and we can transport to the vet. I can't imagine the condition of this guy! I'm so excited and yet so concerned-I worry that he may have heartworm disease as he's been running without any preventative. I worry about his coat being so matted and his body be ravaged by ticks. I'm concerned he may have other wounds which hopefully will heal, but most of all I'm concerned about his psyche, his emotional well being. I just hope and pray when he is all checked out medically, and bathed and groomed, that he can learn very quickly to trust and be calm.

I still haven't heard from the rescue from NY, they seem to have an ideal situation and it would be great if they might consider taking Teddy-they have tremendous experience. I also exchanged emails with a more local rescue person and she said she would "consider him" but she would have to meet him first. I would like to meet him too-anyone else? Wouldn't it be great?

Well, hopefully one day soon! Keep those prayers and positive thoughts coming! And thanks!

Planning ahead...

2009-07-02T07:42:00.003-04:00

Our boy arrived this morning and ate like a trooper. I am now placing one dish of food deep inside the kennel next to his water bowl and dog box and he doesn't seem to hesitate except for an occasional head startle once in a while. I did give him a early evening snack yesterday as well. Unless he hung around up in the brush, I didn't see him much yesterday, although he seems to show up to dine soon after I retreat. No matter...the time is soon approaching.

I think I'm going to have to get closer than the house with the rope to yank the kennel door closed. It just doesn't seem like I'll be able to pull fast enough from that distance.

I also put a call into the vet the shelter uses regarding the light sedative. The doctor there felt it would not be beneficial at all due to Teddy's high adrenaline from being on the run for so long. He stated that his adrenaline would override any sedative of that nature. I think I'm still going to look for some Rescue Remedy (in case you didn't know, this is actually an alternative medicine).

I've been contacting various rescue organizations to plan for Teddy's future. He obviously will need a lot of rehab with ideally folks who understand the nature of his breed (which I suspect is more Border collie), the more I watch him. Of course these breeds (border collies and collies) are out of my league. I am a terrier person, so naturally I would much rather defer to the experts. I am hoping once he is rescued and taken to the vet for a complete check and grooming that he can be moved to a "professional" as soon as possible. Of course the folks at the shelter are so dedicated, wonderful and experienced but they have soooo many to take care of. But....if he needs to stay at the shelter for a while, you can be sure I will be a part of his rehab team and be there every day possible (fortunately they are a hop, skip, and jump from my house-I could walk there). I considered keeping him here for a while but I am so doubtful that he will handle that outdoor kennel situation very well, and with the kennel facing his mountain, my fear would be he'd try his best to escape-so I think it's best to move him as quickly as possible. Of course I AM jumping the gun a bit as we don't have him yet, but I think it is imperative to have a plan of action for this guy so his traumas can be kept to a minimum.

Hopefully over the next few days we will have a positive post, no thanks to ANY news media. As long as we can get him that's all that matters. What we need to do is pray he does NOT have heartworm, clean him up, get him medical attention, and begin rehab. I just know that this guy has a wonderfully gentle and sweet personality beneath all those mattes and fear and one day I hope to share with all of you the beautiful dog that lies beneath. And also share with you a story or two about his new life filled with security, love, and trust. Wouldn't that be grand?

At least he's going in...

2009-07-01T06:53:00.002-04:00

Since he was hanging around for most of the day yesterday, I decided to give him a little more food in the late afternoon. Since my dogs eat twice a day, I thought perhaps he might enjoy a little snack too. I'm not over feeding though, as I need him to be a little hungry so he returns.

This morning he was fast-I didn't even see him dine. I placed his plate of food ALL the way inside the kennel this time, and while the plate was pulled forward a bit, it still remained inside the kennel pretty much, so he IS going in-which is great. I finally feel we may be successful, but I am not going to rush, since this is our last safe hope. So day by day...

I also thought perhaps it might be a good idea for me to contact a vet to have a light sedative on hand as he may become very scared once the door closes behind him. I'll try to contact a vet within the next few days. I'd like something to relax him a bit not knock him out. ( I have some rescue remedy)

Teddy's friend from Kutztown continues to try to get his story out there -hugs and many thanks! It just amazes me that not one news program feels Teddy's saga is worthy. What a survival story-talk about reality TV! And we resent the letter to the editor to ourlocal paper and so far..nada (nothing).

Any way...thank you for those who have ordered shirts thus far...they are on their way! As always thank you all for your continued support and prayers for the safety and rescue of our Teddy!

Dining in...sort of...

2009-06-30T06:31:00.003-04:00

As I walked the back yard to deliver his trail of treats to the kennel, I happen to look ahead to where the traps are sitting (his "old" area). Standing there poised and firmly planted...stood some sort of a creature looking at me. I froze. Without my glasses, the world at a distance is a little fuzzy. We both stood looking at each other unmoved. I tried to figure out what it was-could it be a fox-yet it looked gray and smaller, could it be a bobcat, was it a little dog? Within seconds twenty guesses went through my mind as we stood looking at each other. Big brave me, I softly but firm said "shoo" and waved my free hand-the "thing" didn't budge, and I thought to myself that was pretty dumb as that could have been perceived as a threat. So I courageously (believe that and I'll sell you some swamp land) took a step forward...it lunged forward and then quickly turned and ran up the mountain. Needless to say for a moment I thought I was had. And worst part about it-I think it was ANOTHER stray cat!

Teddy arrived and ate his treats. I did not put any food up in the trap area as I am focusing all attention in and around the kennel. I placed a very small helping right at the open door, and took a huge plate of "good stuff" and placed in midway inside the kennel. Teddy circled and paced and stopped and looked at that tempting plate of food inside. I thought he'd never go in, when finally...he did. With every bite he took from that plate, his head shot up and he looked all around. I can't imagine eating with such "nerves." He did pull the plate more towards the door (I guess safety in the openness), but he cleaned the plate while still inside. He lingered for a little while and then made his way back to the mountain. This is definitely a new experience for him in more ways than one-now he's eating more in the open and he has a new area/kennel to become accustomed to. I'm going to put a little food inside later today-not much just enough to hopefully get inside the kennel once again. So onward... with your prayers of course!

The first set of T-shirts have arrived-this quantity is limited so if you want to help out and order, please either email me or order through paypal. It will take approximately 2 weeks to restock after this initial order.

Thanks!

Survival stories, et al

2009-06-29T07:50:00.007-04:00

(Kennel area-our house is pretty far away as you can see in the pic on the top. Bottom (facing mountain) kennel is under big tree, next to bush and shed to hopefully provide "hidden perceptions." There is space all around the outside of the kennel.)

My husband had an interesting conversation about our Teddy over the weekend. He spoke with a gentleman who was familiar with the "running dog" on Sharp Mountain as he himself had seen him on numerous occasions. He shared a story that will help us all to learn first hand how Teddy survives. As was related to me, this gentleman was hunting during deer season on the mountain (I believe he had hunting companions with him). ( Now this story is not for the squeamish-I admit I don't like to hear about anything being hurt, but then again I'm not trying to survive in the wild either). These hunters saw Teddy running down a deer, and were quoted as saying, "he wasn't too far behind either." A while later they came upon him again as he was dining. To see and observe Teddy, one wouldn't think this boy had that ability in him. I don't see any aggression whatever with regard to people or other animals as he runs when a dog barks or even when the turkey gobbles. But I guess in the wild, survival instincts take over, even for a domesticated animal-this boy is so smart, can you imagine the constructive things he could learn given the opportunity? So now we know one way that Teddy managed to survive the winter.

Interestingly I watched him this morning-this dog is soooooo smart. I placed a very small amount of food at his "old area" and trailed tidbits down to the kennel area. I placed another small amount of food on a plate approximately 5 ft, from the open kennel door, and I placed a heaping pile of smelly foods right inside the kennel door. As I watched him follow the trail of treats, he suddenly disappeared behind our shed. He reappeared on the opposite side (facing the house), and began investigating the kennel. He stood for the longest time looking inside (from the no door side) and proceeded to sniff and walk around the entire kennel excepting the door side. I wondered if he was checking to see if there was another way out if he entered. I don't want to humanize here, but that's what I thought as he investigated, and finally as he looked into the kennel through the fence again, said "there ain't no way out of this one either." (Of course I'm kidding here but...) He then trotted away. So once again, survival instincts? "I don't see a way out, so I'm not going in?" Only Teddy knows for sure.

I have lived with dogs and cats and an assortment of animals all my life. I also have been involved in Scottie and Westie Rescue for many many years. All of my dogs continue to attend training classes well into their senior years and we all try to be very active, so I do feel my dog experiences give me a fairly good understanding and knowledge base. However, my "dog education" has expanded so much since watching our boy. He has shown me an entirely different perspective of "dogdom," survival, and spirit. Just watching him -his reactions, his demeanor, and his intuitiveness have revealed to me "parts" of a dog that I may never have known, nor began to understand. He has taught me! Just to watch him and consider....what his days have been like and how he endures and obviously persevered before coming to the shelter a year ago. For surely, the issues he came with when brought to the shelter, were created and supported elsewhere in his young life at that time. Only God and Teddy knows what his true experiences were before that "shelter drop-off day," and now only God and Teddy knows what he experiences in a day. But hopefully (if Teddy is not TOO smart) we'll rescue him and help him learn to live in peace.

I can only hope that his "study" of the kennel this morning brought thoughts of safety and good food. I have to believe, I want to believe...and I hope. As do all of you!

Please continue to pray for his safety AND for his rescue-thank you!

Geez... I forgot to let you know that he did eat this morning. He pulled the plate of food that was inside the door to "safety" and dined on the lawn just outside of his kennel. So tomorrow...the plate goes in further.

Gearing up...

2009-06-28T07:59:00.002-04:00

Well we got the kennel together yesterday, picked up a dog box from the shelter, sprinkled his "new" area with straw (just like his "old" area), and rigged the door in the open position. This is a little tricky as I discovered the door swings both ways, so I needed to devise a "stop" on the inside which wouldn't interfere too much with him going in and out.

This morning I placed most of his food at his usual spot, but trailed delectables down to the kennel. I also put a small plate outside the kennel, and a smaller plate with food right inside the open door. There is a fresh brand new blue bowl filled with water at the far end. I didn't put a tarp over the kennel yet as the openness I thought might be more inviting (less scary) for him. The kennel is under a tree and concealed a bit by a bush to give him some sense of "not being seen." Once he's in (yea!) we'll put a tarp over to ensure more shade if needed. God I hope this works! It's pretty far from the kennel to our balcony door so I hope the rope thing will work, if not I may end of sitting and waiting closer some mornings. Heck I'll be sitting and waiting any way!

Earlier this morning I took a picture from the balcony and was heading up to take a front view to show you all and darned if I didn't see movement around the kennel. I froze. To me it looked like he had gone inside (a little), but from that distance it was really hard to tell. I slowly backed up and retreated to the house. I emerged with a can of Vienna sausage, hoping once again to perhaps gain his attention. He saw me and trotted a distance away, but did stand and watch me throw the sausages. Now I'm waiting to see if he comes back to get them before the crows. I'll get a picture later today and post today or tomorrow for you all to see.

Keep Teddy close in thought and prayers...we're gearing up once again!

Returned....yea!

2009-06-27T06:44:00.002-04:00

Well our boy arrived this morning and devoured his breakfast. I trailed some delectables from "his" area down to where I think we'll be setting up the kennel. We'll have to see once we get it up. It's pretty far from our house to the back yard and I think I'm going to have to play around with the rope-door scenario. I may end up at some point hiding some where closer, waiting for him to arrive, and pulling it closed. We'll see.

I did contact the person who has told us she has fed him in the past. At first she didn't know if he was there yesterday (cause he wasn't here), but then her husband said he was. I didn't quite get a response for if they HAD or HAD NOT fed him yesterday-somebody had to. No matter, I explained what we would be doing and asked her to not feed him AT ALL starting Monday, and she agreed. So hopefully all will be set up and ready to go. Keep your fingers crossed-I'm going to take it a little slow at first, once again trying to get him used to some thing new and different can be a challenge.

As always, and especially next week-please pray for his safety and for his rescue! Thanks!

No Teddy...but we found a Friend of Teddy

2009-06-26T12:34:00.003-04:00

I can only assume once again that he is getting fed elsewhere-I need to call the other person who has fed him in the past (I didn't get a chance to do that yesterday). I can't (don't want to) think of any other reason for him not to return.

I met a wonderful new Friend of Teddy today. A gentleman by the name of Glenn who manages the Cressona Country Store, has agreed to let me "rent" at a very nominal fee, a large kennel-bless him! They will be delivering the kennel this afternoon and hopefully my husband and I can get it together over the weekend. Then I will start to attempt to lure our Teddy in here to eat-door locked open initially until he gets used to going in and out (wouldn't be great if he stayed on his own?). Then eventually I'll set it up so once he goes in I can ideally pull the door closed behind him. Please pray for this to work!!!!! And please pray for Glenn and the folks at the Cressona Country Store for their kind hearted help.

In case any of you other Friends of Teddy out there would like to share your thanks and appreciation to these folks their address is; Cressona Country Store, 22 North Second Street, Cressona, PA 17929, 570-385-2160. He almost brought me to tears when he said he'd try to help out, so if you all could let him know how much his help appreciated, it would be great! If you're in the area, please stop in and say thanks-it would mean so much! ( They have a great selection of all varieties of pet foods-we have always bought our foods there and of course will continue to do so!)

Keep your fingers crossed and your prayers coming!

Thankfully....here....

2009-06-25T07:12:00.005-04:00

Well it was a relatively quick visit early this morning for some odd reason, but I suspect once again that he is getting food elsewhere as he quickly cleaned his plate (midway inside the trap) and even left a few trail tidbits behind. As I headed toward his area this morning the crows were swooping and squawking midway up the mountainside, which usually indicates that "some thing" caught something live to eat (they typically like to squawk at the foxes). So my only hope at all that commotion was this it was Teddy who found some thing and not Teddy as the "found" thing. He soon appeared and proved he was not the "found thing"-thank God!

When I saw him I quickly grabbed the steak from the fridge and headed up back hoping to sustain his attention like last Friday, but...he was gone at that point.

I don't know who else to contact to try and entice attempts to get the word out about him, mainly to stop other kind hearted people from feeding him-it seems no one feels Teddy's saga is newsworthy enough to share. Too bad though it is a GREAT opportunity for not only humane education, but also supports caring for animals in a responsible manner, helping those in dire need, and well....the list could go on and on. Only the cruelest of cruel would turn their back on something so helpless, and face it, most people always will read a "dog story (just look at the number of visits here-it's so wonderful to see so many checking in on our boy).

As we all know the only possible way of capturing him is if his food source is only coming from one place. We were close last time, so maybe this next time it will work. The shelter is going to bring me a dog house. My thought was to try and get him to stay around. Also, I'm looking to "borrow" a kennel, so if any one can help, please let me know. The kennel will act ideally as a place for Teddy to go on his own for safety (wouldn't that be nice), I'd start feeding him there with the door open, and eventually either he'll just stay (big dream here), or I'll rig the door so I can close it. We discussed doing this on a larger scale in our yard but the fear of him trying to jump the fence put a damper on that. We had talked about the "kennel situation" previously also, but wanted to try the trap and other means (like making friends), but it is getting to be a long time for our friend in the wilderness. No one really wants to resort to darting him or tranquilizing him, but that always remains a remote possibility at some point.

So I have to make another phone call to one person who has been known to feed him to see if they are hopefully not feeding him again, and that they will continue to work with us for the benefit of Teddy.

It was wonderful to see him this morning but disappointing that he left so quickly after all his lingering "moments" all last week.

We'll keep plugging away here. Thanks for your prayers and support for our boy!

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NOW I AM worried...

2009-06-24T12:45:00.002-04:00

I just went up to check Teddy's food as I hadn't spied him at all this morning, which at this point is quite unusual. I had a vision in my head, one of Friday last, where he was actually lying in the open path, watching me toss a few tid bits in his direction. It was a very uplifting sight then and one I thought was bringing us closer, but then the routine needed to change for a few days. But of the utmost importance was that he DID return to eat ALL those days, up till now. His food dish is still full and untouched. I was saddened to see this as he is now like one of my own and I worry so much when I don't see him. Even though I've never even pet him, I'm still very attached-day after day of watching and hoping does that. I felt a lump swell in my throat as I bent down and found a 4"x4" clump of matted black hair. I'm sure it is Teddy's. Now it just looks like a matte that finally fell off, not like anything attacked him, but still to see the size of that matte I can only imagine what is left on his body and what discomfort he may have from being matted, flea infested, and tick infested. And then the worst overwhelming feeling over came me as I looked up his usual traveled path...what if he is lying up there some where all alone, hurt, sick, in pain, and of course fearful, but unable to do anything. It just rips my heart out to think that all that could be for him...after all he's been through. I (I'm sure we all) always hoped and prayed for a happy ending, a rescue, and we'll continue but...I didn't like that feeling. Hopefully it will go away and he will show us all once again how brave, and strong, and courageous he is by returning. I pray. I couldn't help but shed a tear though, at the possibilities...

Not to worry....

2009-06-24T06:55:00.003-04:00

Sorry for my absence as I have been out of commission for several days, but hopefully am on the up swing. Not to worry...our Teddy was fed throughout this time and continues to return-so he is safe and fed for now. It is times like these that worry me and it makes it all the more imperative that he be caught soon. I hope to start back up with the trap and hope in the mean time some professional or big time news station comes in and offers our boy help too. My posts may be short for a bit, but hopefully life will once again return to normal.

To those who have sent me emails, I may not get to respond right away, but please know I appreciate your thoughts and concerns and will answer as soon as I can. As always I know Teddy is in your thoughts and prayers...please continue to pray for his safety and rescue.

Not exactly what I had in mind...

2009-06-19T14:34:00.003-04:00

..for obvious reasons. As you can see he/she was not too happy with me nor I with him/her. We don't have many cats in the neighborhood any more so I'll have to ask around about this one. Maybe I'll have to set-up a cat trap for him/her. Any way I decided to let him/her go since I didn't know if it was owned by anyone. Naturally he spit at me and I had a momentary concern that he may come out and attack due to fear but...he ran as soon as pulled up the trap door.

And guess who was no less than 50 ft away, lounging, watching the entire scenario play out...you guessed it...Teddy. I had brought up some meaty treats too as I always am hopeful I will one day get him to watch me throw one to him and he will come to me...I know big hope. But he DID watch me as I tossed a few meaty treats in his usual path, and he didn't leave. Also, when I gave my special whistle he actually looked at me this time...hmmm. I even was brave and used my voice and he still didn't budge. So I decided to sit with more treats and wait, he was making his way around when the neighbor started yelling for their dog, and that was the end of that. He walked further up instead of down the mountain. I did give my whistle once more and he stopped and looked again, and I tossed some treats and left. Haven't noticed him back yet, but I will have to clean up the remains later.

Yesterday...

2009-06-19T09:05:00.003-04:00

I was really under the weather yesterday so my monitoring was a bit slack. It was a very rainy day, but that didn't stop Teddy from hanging around (which is a good thing). Seems he's getting a little braver as this picture shows him lying behind the mulch pile, actually in the open back yard. It was pouring at the time too, but he just laid there (naturally making me feel more guilty as I know how hungry he is). When I went up late afternoon to clear the trap, I came upon him actually lying in front of the trap, tugging at my heart strings even more. I froze momentarily and he looked at me. I quickly opened the can of Vienna sausages that I had in my possession to hopefully offer him a treat. I stood with my hand outstretched with the smelly sausage, avoiding his eye contact, hoping he would come closer, but...he didn't... he moved from his position. He didn't run, but went further up on the hill and just watched me. I cleaned up the trap, locked it in the open position, and dropped a few tidbits for him. I also left a little food for him midway in the trap (I'm a little concerned about all this time with absolutely no food). Then since I could see him watching me I decided to move away from the area and sit on the edge of our garden with a sausage in hand. If I could only get him to see that I am tossing him actual food, I think we'd be making a step in the right direction. So I sat and waited, and then he came around the corner of the stone wall and grabbed two morsels I had left there. He looked right at me and when I went to gently, with as little motion as possible, toss a piece of sausage, he WALKED away. I sat for a little while longer , but due to not feeling well, gave up. He did return and clean up what was left, AND tripped the trap again. Could this guy be so smart as to know when the trap is locked in the open position? If so, imagine!

Please keep your positive thoughts and prayers focused on our Teddy, for his safety and rescue. Thank you!

He's just gotta' be hungry!

2009-06-18T06:58:00.002-04:00

Well it is day 9 of major foods being only in the trap. Of course water is provided with a few tiny tidbits to entice outside the trap, but so far no go. It was a torrential downpour this a.m. so by the time I got his cooked feast up to the trap area I was soaked, but then again...I could go back in the house and dry off. Something tripped the trap (it is tied in the open position at night), and I believe it was him. One reason being when I cleaned up his area early last evening he came back and was checking it all out, sooooooo....if he can go in then why not when there is great food awaiting him? Darned if I know!

I do know he's going to have to go in soon, or the plan will have to change, as I don't know how much longer he can really go without a substantial amount of food. I worry that it is taking too long. I am at a loss for holding out some times as my emotions want to take over and just feed him, but we came this far maybe just a few more days...

So he arrived during the heavy rain, made his circles, and proceeded to lie in the clearing facing the house-it was pouring! One of my dogs barked downstairs and he eventually moved. I'm sure he'll be back, and let's hope he heads in for the food.

Your support for this guy is so appreciated!

Waaaaay TOO funny...

2009-06-17T07:13:00.001-04:00

Well our obviously hungry boy arrived bright and early this morning. He did his usual circles, sits and stares, pawing at food, running down the yard toward the house and back up again. However after some time of this ritual, he did something different, he sat and barked at the trap filled with food. I was hopeful that this was a good sign and then the barking seemed to get louder. I looked out the balcony door and there was Teddy at the edge of his area in the clearing barking loudly wagging his tail and looking directly down at our house. And then...............................................................

he picked up a paper plate and started playfully tossing and chasing it. He bounced around that area as if to show off a bit-it was hilarious AND unbelievable. He continued his play for a little while. It was great to see that his spirit isn't totally broken and hope that maybe one day he will be able to play with others. It was a wonderful sight and I did capture it on video. Unfortunately I am technologically challenged and don't know how to upload that one-you'll just have to take my word for it. Teddy is still a puppy, a very hungry one, at heart. He's still IN there-thank God!

Please keep him your prayers as always!

UPDATE: (not what you were hopin' for I'm sure but...) He is lounging in the clearing, I assume hoping that I see him to bring some food or rescue the food in trap. However I know if I step one foot outside the door he'll be gone. But it is good to see him in the opening, he's getting braver. 8:06 a.m.

Friends of Teddy T-Shirts

2009-06-16T17:02:00.000-04:00

This is the t-shirt designed for our Teddy. Please scroll down the side of this blog to see more details and/or to order. Thank you!

Just wanted to show you...

2009-06-16T15:57:00.000-04:00

Just snapped this minutes ago. He's heading down toward our fence. Do you think he's trying to tell me something? I watched him for about 20 minutes and he goes and circles the trap, stares at it, sits and looks, and then comes across the yard down toward our house and then goes back up to the area. It's almost as if he's saying follow me, and either bring more food or get me this food....but just don't get too close!

(Once again blurry due to screen on door. Maybe next time if I'm quick enough, I can be hiding on the balcony and get a clearer one)

Hanging 'round...

2009-06-16T15:26:00.000-04:00

It's now 3:30 PM, and it seemed that every time I looked out the back door this afternoon, he was standing there staring down at the house, just like in the picture below. My dogs saw him as well but I THINK (and that's a big "think") I have them where they hopefully will no longer bark at him, seems they too are getting used to him and me saying "shhh, you'll scare the dog!" Now if only the reverse could be true and he would get used to all of us.

I took up some more treats to add to his plates hoping the aroma might drive him in. I also dangled, by string, a nice smelly chunk of meat in the center of the trap, hoping for the best of course. In a few hours before it is dark, I will make my way up and clear away all food as always (don't want any other critters to make the trap a home), and start again tomorrow. The water/broth is almost gone. So maybe...just maybe...tomorrow will be the day.

Please continue to pray for his safety and a little Godly nudge to go in the trap. Thank you as always!

Rustling from behind...

2009-06-16T07:07:00.000-04:00

As I trudged the back yard at 5:30 a.m. after cooking up a wonderful feast for our boy, I kept my eyes peeled, but no black and white flash in sight, at least my human sight. As I was setting the foods in place I heard a rustling behind me...now bear in mind we are at the base of a mountain which is filled with all kinds of creatures. Teddy's area is in a bushy area at the base. So with the noise behind me I knew I had to turn slowly and get ready to run, just in case it wasn't a squirrel. As the old heart started to pump a little faster I slowly turned around to see what might be in my vicinity. Alas it was Teddy. As I turned, he trotted up the mountain-bummer for him leaving but WHEW for it not being something else like a bear!

He did come back but still is not entering the trap...yet. We'll see as the morning goes on. I must get flyers out again to the neighbors and ask them not to feed him. I still (as do others) think he must be getting some food some where. There won't EVER be a possibility of trapping him, if he is getting food elsewhere-he's got to rely solely on food from here.

On an up note, he did drink all of the water I placed out that was seasoned lightly with a little turkey broth. So I put more out as well to encourage him to at least drink and hopefully stimulate that appetite.

Well I'm very disappointed in our local newspaper and our local news shows-Janine's letter to the editor STILL has not appeared, and neither of the news shows apparently are interested in the poor plight of a fearful and starving dog. Myself and a few others contacted WNEP and I recently contacted WBRE to no avail at this point. If anyone wants to contact them again, please feel free-perhaps if enough people share their concern about getting the word out about our boy, they may listen. One of my hopes with a news story would be first that everyone might learn from this tragic situation, second that people will hear of Teddy's story and keep an eye out for him and hopefully understand why we don't want him fed, and third maybe some expert somewhere will see the story and offer us some major assistance. Simple hopes to help with an unpleasant situation. I don't understand why it isn't important enough to want to help. Ok...rant over...thanks for listening.

I'll keep my eye out for our Teddy, and now every one concentrate and pray real hard for Teddy to have a feast and a wonderful life after! Thank you.

A Glimpse...

2009-06-15T09:48:00.000-04:00

I just caught a glimpse of our boy standing at the edge of the clearing, suddenly a noise that I didn't notice spooked him and he bolted. I hope he comes back and EATS!

I know he wasn't back earlier as someone was mowing grass in the area close to his area so therefore, he would be a no show. I know it may sound a little fanatical but I was so angry at this person for doing this especially this early in the morning. He knows I have been working to try to trap this poor guy, rising early in the morn to cook for him and create enticing plates, I just thought it was so disrespectful of what for so many months I've been trying to do. He at least could have waited until later in the day when Teddy sightings are few or why didn't he do it yesterday afternoon or evening-it was a beautiful day and the grass was dry then, not moist from the morning dew like this morning. Ok I'm picking, I guess I'm wearing down.

Two tempting plates of delicious and aromatic foods await him, if we could only some how tell him it would be "All good, ever after." But he doesn't hang around long enough to even attempt a conversation so to speak. I WISH, and that is a big wish that he would begin to trust the one who feeds him, but I doubt that that will ever happen as he has been running and possibly chased for too long. I just don't know where to go from here. He has GOT to be very hungry!

As always keep his safety and rescue in your prayers-thanks! We'll keep going on!

Teddy shopping...

2009-06-14T12:37:00.000-04:00

Just got back from the store with a bag full of smelly, juicy and hopefully "Teddy appealing" foods. I'm cooking some up now, preparing for tomorrow. Again I really had hoped upon my return home today that I would find him in the trap, but...............not yet.

He must've gotten a little excited while I was out as his water dish was empty and seemingly tossed to the side. (It was at a place where the wind couldn't tip or an animal wouldn't be able to knock it over.) I will refill it a little bit later today.

I just hope any frustration or overwhelming hunger will lead him into the trap. If only he knew what life awaits him.

Keep on prayin'!

Round and round and round he goes...

2009-06-14T06:39:00.000-04:00

He was trying to be a bit creative this morning as I saw him try to come in from the side with his teeth and paw to attempt to pull one of the plates of food through the back. Of course he wasn't successful, and he just circled the trap several time. It really is very emotional to watch as I know just how hungry he is-it is hard not to run right up and say "here's a t-bone just for you buddy." Of course he'd run away first, then return when I left. Maybe that's not a bad idea...

This poor guy's fear is so great he won't even go for food, can you imagine? I can't, even the most wildest of creatures will go for food if hungry enough, and I KNOW he has GOT to be hungry! I'm so hoping today is the day and I know you all are too!

Let's gather together in thought, prayer, karma, whatever, and focus and concentrate on sending Teddy into a den of food, and provide him a future of warmth, companionship, good food, clean water, and lots of love!

"Teddy, go in, YOU CAN DO IT!"

So hungry..so afraid

2009-06-13T12:58:00.000-04:00

He was here this a.m., obviously very very hungry as he trotted down toward the house, staring momentarily and then spooking when he heard a noise elsewhere. He lingered and circled the trap, and stared with keen intent. I saw him stick his head inside at one point but his head or tail must've bumped the trap door above as he jumped back and ran a bit before returning. This IS the problem, he just is fearful of the trap, a place that he knows there is no exit from. It's not like it is something novel in his environment as it has been there for quite some time. It's when he approaches and a body part touches the trap, he bolts. I even hopefully made it more enticing by adding three plates of a variety of good smelling foods. I graduated them back toward the back of the trap, first one just before the middle, second a little bit further, and the last at the back. I though at least if he could get most of his body inside, he might forget himself because everything is so delicious and continue on to the trip plate, but so far not yet.

We had to leave for a few hours this morning to take our young pup to Reading for a test. As we were driving away, I saw a white flash sort of rear up in the trap area-I slammed on the brakes and was like "whoa! what was that?" I backed up to get a better view and to see- what apparently had happened was that he bumped the trap door and it startled him. We had to leave, but he was on my mind for the entire trip.

I actually flew home hoping and praying that he was IN the trap and that he wasn't in there too long, and panicking. My anticipation was so great I couldn't go fast enough (of course you know I drove safely and just about within the speed limit). My husband wanted to go to the farmer's market and I said, "You go. I need to check on the dog situation. I'll take Maddie (our little pup) and tend all the dogs including my hopeful "catch" in the back yard." Unfortunately.....no Teddy in my trap. Oh I was sooooo disappointed. And now I am worrying. I'm so concerned about his lack of food. I know I'm suppose to hang tough, but I think soon I may have to go back to square one and lock the trap open and place his food gradually inside again. I so hope I don't have to do this again, as this takes so long and so many things can happen to him.

I did take some water up and mixed a little turkey broth in so perhaps he could get a little liquid sustenance without deterring his appetite. I know you all share my concern...please keep praying. God has got to help us help this beautiful boy.

I'll provide an update if anything changes.

Still Lurking...I know he wants to...

2009-06-12T15:30:00.000-04:00

I just arrived home again and there he was pacing and sitting in his area, still trying to figure out how to get the food out without going in-bless his survival heart! I admit to vocally coaching from the house, begging at times, but so far no go. He walks around it, goes behind it, walks across the yard, lays on the hill looking but he still hasn't taken the plunge. Earlier this afternoon I took another plate of aromatic warmed delicacies up and place in midway in the trap. Now there are two plates sitting, just waiting to be eaten. I wanted to tempt him as much as possible that's why I decided to "sneak" another platefull up. So I'm still waiting and pleading from the house and still asking for God to guide him in. How about you? Will you ask? And...maybe if we all concentrate hard enough we can will him in too. Hey I'm desperate and open to trying anything!

I can't hardly STAND IT!!!

2009-06-12T12:07:00.000-04:00

It's a little after 12 noon and I just arrived back home a few minutes ago, and who did I see circling the food? Teddy of course! Right now he his laying approximately 30 feet from the trap looking so forlorn, I can't hardly stand it. Every time I pick up the binoculars to look I find myself saying out loud, "God please let him go in, once and for all!" He's breaking my heart cause I know he is so very hungry, but I keep hearing the experts telling me to be strong and try to hold out. It is so hard to imagine what he's been through and we can only pray that his hunger will overcome his fear of the trap and he will go in to dine-keep praying all!

Trap Trumps Tummy again...

2009-06-12T08:04:00.001-04:00

I noticed our boy circling his area, trying to figure out how to get to the plate which is filled with aromatic delicacies. I really felt so bad as I know he really wants to eat, but I am trying to stay strong (as per the dog experts) and keep thinking/hoping this will soon be over and he will give in. However, so far today that is not the case.

However it was quite funny after he had circled and paced and stared at the food and trap for a while, he did make his way down toward the house. I called my husband's attention to him and said "watch this." Teddy came all the way down to the fence and looked directly at the house-no dummy, he knows what door the food comes out of. He stood there briefly and then......................................................................................................................................................................
decided to mark his turf, a.k.a lift his leg, or perhaps in this instance, THIS is for YOU!!!! I never thought I'd enjoy a dog marking before but it did make me smile. After his "statement" he trotted back up to his area probably hoping to figure out how to get the food. He did circle around the area several times, left and came back, resting himself a few feet away from the trap on the mountain, and then I lost sight of him. Whether he is in the brush or left the area, at this point I cannot tell.

I have to admit it is very difficult for me to watch him want and not be able to get, as I know some of his year long plight. It breaks my heart not to give in and feed him, but I have been told this may be the only way of getting him in the trap-he has to be really hungry. I have to hold my emotions aside and go for the greater good (I hope).

I actually feared he wouldn't return if he didn't get food, but thankfully he did this morning.

And so now....we wait once again...and hope...and pray...it will be soon.

Guess who came back?

2009-06-11T11:11:00.001-04:00

You guessed it and here he is staring right down at me while I'm standing at our balcony door (inside of course). He stood there for the longest time, probably willing me to get the food out of the trap. He actually came back in the late morning so the food is definitely on his mind, I hope. I think tomorrow I will even make his pile of food bigger and smellier and then maybe...

I hope he continues to return and doesn't lose heart or interest.

(I apologize for the blurriness of the photo. I actually shot it through the screen as I didn't want to spook him.) And sure enough when I ever so gently opened the screen door to come out, he left. If you look closely you can actually see his eyes staring straight ahead. Cool! Oh how I want to give him a special treat by hand one day, and maybe he'll even let me pet him.

Keep the prayers coming!!!!

Arrived, looking and wanting...

2009-06-11T07:31:00.000-04:00

Well he eagerly scanned the yard this morning looking/hoping for a trail of treats as has been past practice, however I am determined to stay strong as suggested by the experts. I did put a few tiny tempting morsels leading to the trap as always, but the divinely aromatic feast awaits a very hungry dog inside the trap.

Upon his visit this morning, he paced and sat and looked and paced. He circled and sat, and sort of funny he looked down at the house as if to say "Hey you wanna' get this out for me?" (Naturally I'm humanizing here but I have to make fun where I can as I need to laugh because this entire situation just breaks my heart.) So I'm now waiting to see if he will be coming back as he did yesterday. Since he didn't return after his long yearning yesterday, I wonder if he had gotten more food some where else. If others continue to feed him we will NEVER entice him into the trap and he will be destined for...who knows what.

I can't say it enough, if any one is feeding him or knows of any one who is feeding him, please please let me know so we can work together-at this point it is the only chance he has of being rescued. No one wants to see this guy continue to live in fear and perhaps succumb to something awful.

Please help to get the word out! So far no show of Janine's letter to the editor in our local paper, darn! I believe it would so help to have that printed. Also any coverage we could get would help and be appreciated, but I guess a poor fearful solitary dog running for a year isn't news worthy enough. It certainly is in my book as this is a living breathing creature who is so afraid and on constant "high alert,"any one with an ounce of compassion would want to see his fears alleviated. Ok, enough of my rant...I'm going off on a tangent again...I'll stop.

As always your prayers and continued vigilance are so needed and appreciated! Bless you all, Friends of Teddy!

He's lingering a bit today...

2009-06-10T07:38:00.000-04:00

I came up with another tempting aromatic treat to add to the pile (which I won't disclose just yet), that seems to have him hanging around a bit longer this a.m. He also has left and come back a few times as well. I hope he's not raiding someone's garbage-if so email me and I'll come and clean it up!

A kind "Teddy's friend" lady received one of my flyers and called yesterday. She has been feeding him. After we talked for a good amount of time, we decided that she would still put food out for him but only one or two tsp., that way he should be hungrier and perhaps easier to entice. Of course, we still don't know if he'll get in the trap, but we hope if he is hungry enough he will. We agreed on at least trying this for one week. He also was barking again this a.m.-I wonder if he barks at snakes? I know also, he was barking at the trap this morning-perhaps in frustration. It is so good to hear his "voice" though.

She also told me of someone else she heard might feed him once in a while-my husband is giving him a call this morning to explain what we are trying to do and hopefully get him on board with us as well.

Yes I still feel badly that this guy is really hungry, but I understand that this is the only chance we will have of getting him in the trap and rescued this way. He has to be a very hungry boy.

Please pray as always for his continued safety and rescue (SOON!) Thank you all for your support! You all are true friends of Teddy!

Repost of original story /post in April

2009-06-09T07:35:00.000-04:00

I thought I would re-post the beginning just in case new followers didn't get a chance to go back to the beginning...

Saving Teddy 4/22/09

Can you imagine looking over your shoulder at every noise heard? As your belly burns from hunger do you think you could handle your fear long enough to consider when and where you might have your next meal? Could you survive living on the run through all kinds of weather, escaping the claws and attacks of wild animals, and possibly people perhaps hunters or others who choose to torment and tease you as you so desperately try to survive? One can only presume that this has been part of Teddy’s journey.Teddy (a beautiful black and white collie possibly border collie mix) was originally turned in the Hillside SPCA reportedly as a “stray.” Apparently Teddy’s young life filled him with fear and he was wary of most things, but he was fortunate enough to be adopted. With his unknown past overwhelming him with fear, he apparently bolted from his new home within a short time of his arrival. That was June 2008. Posters went out in the area; search parties looked for him, all to no avail. He was seen infrequently over the next few months but no one was ever able to get him to trust enough to be rescued. Weeks then months passed, and sightings became less frequent. Winter set in and all concerned were certain that Teddy succumbed to the winter.And then a miracle….in February 2009 he was seen again! I happen to live at the base of the mountain where Teddy was known to roam and wander. I had never seen him before but one morning as I looked through the dusk of the morn, there he was in my back yard. He caught a glimpse of me as I stood at my glass door inside the house, as he startled. He then bolted.My neighbors too had reported seeing him again and we all felt good that he survived the winter (the neighbors and their young girls saw him more frequently and even tried to capture him in a humane trap to no avail). Other neighbors down the road had also reported sightings and were anxious to capture him. However, as we all hoped we could rescue him and enable him to know a safe, secure, loving environment, he was so very afraid of any voice, noise, or change in his environment and escaped any sort of friendly efforts. Even the distant sound of a dog barking sent him racing into the woods.I noted the time of his visit and devised a plan; I would make sure I placed food in his path during this time every day. By providing him a routine and a good meal my hope was to encourage him to return daily and ideally make friends, but this was to be a long arduous journey. He spooked and bolted at every little noise. Time was going to have to be on our side and we would have to take it very very slow. I finally got him into a nice routine to which he would return each morning to a place I set up on the edge of the bush covered mountainside. Each day I add more twigs and sticks to “cover” his dining area, therefore changing it with each addition. My eventual hope is to slide the humane trap in this concealed area, and eventually, once he doesn’t seem to notice it, conceal it further and set it up. My next step at this point is to get him used to eating and walking on cardboard and straw as these will be the two substances I plan on using to “hide” the cage. We’ll see….

April 23, 2009 The sun had barely risen when in a flash I saw Teddy seemingly happily and playfully bouncing and trotting in my back yard this morning. I had not yet gotten his meal ready as it was so early for him and ME. He raced across the open yard stopping to look at the usual places for tid bits of food, but then…the terriers inside the house saw him too and began to bark. Teddy froze momentarily and then ran with great speed up the mountainside. I was so disappointed because the last time the dogs barked at him, he didn’t return for some time. I now have put cardboard sections on the lower parts of the upstairs doors so my precious terriers won’t bark if he returns. I wondered if he, by some odd chance, actually was staying with another human as his exuberance was almost like he was freed and came running to a familiar place. We can only assume that he still lives and roams on the mountain until we may discover otherwise. And until that time…our quest to save him will continue.

Concern: If and when Teddy is “captured” he will need a very loving, patient, and well supervised home for quite some time. I understand the shelter has a rescue organization that will take him, which is good because rescue folks are used to having to work out a lot of issues some times. (I too participate in rescue and have seen many a good turn arounds and unfortunately, tragedies throughout the years.) Our hope is Teddy’s young life can one day be a forgotten memory and he can live out his days in security and love.

He's Baaaaaack!!!!!!

2009-06-09T06:58:00.000-04:00

I have to admit when I cleaned up his uneaten food last night and when I placed another plate of smelly delicacies this morning, I was not hopeful. He never stayed away this long and it was becoming obvious to me that he may not be returning. I decided I would continue to place food for at least another week.

As I trudged up the back yard, I did so with a heavy heart, filled with disbelief as I figured he wasn't coming back. Once back in the house, I even went so far as to take one of my dogs up stairs with me as I was sure Teddy wouldn't be seen.

As I went to pull the curtain back on the balcony door for my pup to look out....I saw a black and white flash. My heart actually fluttered as I had to look twice. He was definitely looking for food, but the only food I placed was in the trap (as advised by dog experts). Then suddenly I realized my dog would spy him at any moment and begin barking which would in turn encourage the others to bark which surely would send him running. So I quickly scooped up poor Rori (much to her surprise) and placed her in another room and quickly went downstairs to close the french doors so the others wouldn't come up. Whew! I grabbed the camera but he was too far out of range. He so wanted the delicacies in the trap, and he paced and looked and paced and looked-my heart was breaking and weakening for his hunger, but I kept hearing the words of the experts "stay strong." So I did, half heartedly...

Suddenly the gobblers began their chatter and Teddy froze-he must be afraid of them as well. He looked like he wanted to bolt but decided to pace around the trap once more. He doesn't persist for long, it is amazing he has survived, as a few more paces and I'm sure a lot of salivation-he left. There sits the trap filled with good food and he chose not to enter once again. There has got to be a better way-I just don't see him entering the trap, ever. This is exactly what happened on previous occasions-he just won't go in.

Again if we could discover his other food sources, perhaps we could curtail them to focus more here, but so far I haven't heard from any one as to sightings or feeding.

I know you all cheered this morning when I announced that he was back, and I thank you for all your support. We WILL get him, some how!

I'd like to thank the husband and wife (from Frackville-I didn't want to mention names without permission) who offered to help search in the future if needed, and the very kind lady from Kutztown who has been following our blog-this lady made all kinds of media contacts on behalf of our Teddy. These people really helped boost me up as I was feeling so down and disappointed, but somehow they both reached out to offer help to a creature they don't even know-bless them all! Thank-you friends of Teddy!

My spirit is renewed...so onward! Please pray for his continued safety, his continued return, and his soon to be experience of a warm bed, love, and good food.

An after thought...my concern with his fearing the trap is that if he doesn't get food when he arrives on several occassions, I am afraid he eventually won't return at all. It's kind of a double edge sword, and a puzzle I don't know how to solve.

Searching for Teddy...

2009-06-08T06:30:00.000-04:00

We loaded up the backpacks and headed for the mountain...Sharp Mountain of course. While one might think it is a small mountain, when one attempts to hike from one end to the other it is a bit longer than originally thought, however it IS beautiful and great exercise, especially hiking to the top (just ask my husband, poor fellow ). Once on the top it is fairly flat and a nice walk, although walls of bugs attacked us every once in a while (and yes we did use deep woods off). While I knew if Teddy was around he wouldn't come to us, I really just wanted to make sure that he wasn't injured or worse. It is impossible for two people to scour the entire mountain but we figured by being at the top at least we had the opportunity to search both sides within our vision.

We did not see him unfortunately, or perhaps that is good. We did find a few muddy areas with single dog prints, looking relatively fresh, but that was about the only signs we saw, and it is possible it could have been another dog's prints.

We walked from one end of the mountain to the next and ended up hiking down on our side of the mountain (we originally went up on the other side), so we had to drive back over to pick up a vehicle. We were disheartened and Teddy weighed heavily on our minds as we both thought, "he's gone." The thoughts of how he might be "gone" are unbearable to consider.

We also distributed more posters, hoping that someone somewhere might call and give us an update-so far no luck.

Yesterday morning after I placed the steaming plate of smelly delicacies in the trap, I kept watch intermittently, and then I heard the trap snap. Excitedly I grabbed the binoculars to see what was caught. Well it didn't take long for me to see that I caught myself a bird. At least I know the trap works and that I set it correctly but this was not the outcome I was hoping for. I made my way up to the trap where the bird was frantically trying to escape. Of course it was a bold Blue Jay, however he wasn't feeling so bold at that point. I opened the trap and moved away, and he flew out and was gone-probably swearing at me under his breath.

So I didn't trap Teddy, we didn't see him after two and one half hours on the mountain, he didn't eat his wonderfully smelly food, and no one has called to say they saw him or fed him. I still wonder why he was barking those two mornings last week and hope he isn't suffering from some kind of illness mental or otherwise, although it wouldn't surprise me after living the life he's lived for the past year. This morning I placed another full plate of roasted chicken, vienna sausage, mac and cheese, and liverwurst, and once again...I wait.

Help with the "word"...

2009-06-07T06:18:00.001-04:00

I am getting extremely frustrated at this point as I can't seem to get the "word" out about our boy. I've tried the local paper (to run a story), the local news station, even TLC all to no avail. Flyers don't seem to get much of a response either. (I'm hoping Janine's letter to the editor will appear REAL soon.) It just doesn't seem to reach anyone who has seen him or fed him, or they just don't respond. SOMEONE else has got to be feeding him, unless something bad has happened, as this is the longest he has gone without showing himself to me. I am worried.

He did not return to eat yesterday and I removed his food from the trap at approximately 5 p.m. I was determined to set the trap this morning, and I did. We purchased a nice roasted chicken from the food store (of course I removed it from the bone), heated up some macaroni and cheese, cut up some good smelling liverwurst and some vienna sausages. It smelled...well let's just say it smelled. My dogs were hopeful as their noses enjoyed smelling the aromas, but it was not to be their breakfast. Sorry!

I placed the steaming aromatic plate full of goodies inside the trap and set it...and now I wait...and I hope...and I pray.

Pray with me. Please spread the word!

He must've been here...

2009-06-06T06:19:00.001-04:00

When I went to check his plate yesterday, late in the day, it was clean and it appeared to be a typical Teddy cleaning. He always pulls the plates to one side. Although I didn't see him, once again I can only assume it was him as never as any other creature taken that food during the day...yet.

It's funny how he still doesn't want to trust me yet the crows seem to recognize when it's feeding time, they're NOT shy. If I drop a few morsels on a trail, if Teddy doesn't get it first, they are out there cawing and swooping up the treats. Too bad he won't come running to me like that!
Don't I WISH!

Well I placed his food a little further in the open trap. If it is gone or I see him, I will be setting the trap with some yummy smelly delicacies (hopefully irresistible) tomorrow. I can only hope this will soon come to a happy ending.

Thank you for your support in any way! Prayers too please!

Something is strange...and a rant

2009-06-05T06:53:00.000-04:00

I know it's still a little bit early here, but I'm once again feeling concern over my lack of seeing Teddy in the flesh/fur. He might have come by yesterday to clean his leftover plate, but I have no way of knowing that for sure. It may mean a search party for the weekend, if he is a no show today and tomorrow. I just don't get it-outside of something major happening or having another major food source, why he stopped returning so regularly.

A few minutes ago, I thought I heard his bark, but then...so did our youngest pup and as she barked, the outside barking ceased. It sounded like him too, at least I thought it did, or maybe I wanted it to be him. I don't know. I scanned the back yard and lower mountain with binoculars searching for a black and white flash, but saw none. Luckily I do not have neighbors behind my home or they might think I'm a peeping Thomasina because I'm always outside with the binoculars.

Each time he doesn't show (and I begin to worry) I really get a little angry at this entire situation. THIS should NEVER have happened! This beautiful creature had some fear issues before he was adopted-this was a well known fact. But yet I and others are the ones who are worrying, trying to feed him and trying to save him. Now, this poor fearful boy has been running for a year from God only knows what or who, struggling to survive, when all he and any other living breathing thing should have is a warm bed, clean water, love, and fresh food.

I won't apologize for my rant-it is unfair to him especially and torturous to those of us who are trying to get him in our grasp. He's had a long year where he has learned more fear and less trust, and THIS should NEVER have been. He is probably filled with ticks and who knows what he may have been bitten by along the way. The possibility of infestation with fleas and possibly heart worm exist, after all he's been in nature for a year without any protection. (Fortunately he had a rabies shot so at least he has that protection for a while) The list could go on and on, and the ending can only be one of four-he can succumb to illness or an attack of some sort (and die a horrible death alone), he can continue to live the life of fear but surely his life will be cut short, OR he can be rescued and rehabilitated for a loving home. The last one is what keeps me going-I can only hope and pray for this.

I've invested much emotion in this and it is so disheartening to think that this all could have been avoided first, and second I wish I'd seen him last year before fear and mistrust were so embedded in his psyche. However, I'd do again and again and again if there was a chance to help one of God's precious creatures-like so many others out there! You know who you are!

Keep him close in prayer, please!

Who knows...

2009-06-04T18:35:00.000-04:00

Well I made a mistake yesterday...I forgot to clean up the uneaten food. That means it was left in his area over night which is something I don't like to do. Obviously since we live at the base of a mountain, I run the risk of feeding something that I don't want to feed if I leave it over night, but...I had a meeting and forgot. This has happened on two other occasions over the past months and both times to my surprise it wasn't eaten by morning. However this morning the plates were clean, and still inside the trap, so I really don't know if Teddy came by early or something else had a nice meal, but I don't want that to happened often. I enjoy the wildlife on the mountain and that's just where I want them all to stay...on the mountain. They can visit me once in awhile, but not for dinner.

Any way, I took up another full plate this morning and placed it inside the trap. I didn't see him this a.m. but I had errands to run so I wasn't watching. At 5:30 p.m. I visited his area and discovered the food dish still full. Disappointed I removed the food and planned on tomorrow. I hope he comes back, something is going on. Whether it be someone else feeding him or something /someone chasing him, or something keeps happening as this once consistent visitor has taken to taking a hiatus now and then. To my way of thinking if he is hungry, he would return as he as always done. Of course I still don't know what had him barking two mornings in a row either. I can only hope and pray that nothing bad has happened to him and he will return, so I can try once again to fill the trap with yummy stinky food and attempt to capture him.

As always your prayers and thoughts for his safety and rescue are appreciated and needed.

WAKE UP call...

2009-06-03T12:40:00.000-04:00

Well this morning, 5:22 a.m. to be exact, I was awoken by an unfamiliar bark to the neighborhood, but one that I want to believe is our friend. Like yesterday it was a repetitive bark that went on for a few minutes and then ceased. This time it was not in our back yard but sounded like it was coming from down the road a piece. Again, I haven't a clue what could provoke this all of a sudden, but now it has occurred two days in a row.

Teddy didn't return to eat yesterday after his morning bark fest so his plate was removed before nightfall. This morning after being awoken by our friend, I made my usual trip to his area, and placed his food again, about 12" inside the open trap.

After checking at noon, the food inside the trap is still untouched. We did have a thunder storm last night, so who knows how frazzled he is today. Hopefully, tomorrow he will return and be hungry.

I'm hoping to have the new flyers ready to go in a few days. If any one wants a few, please email me. I'm also hoping the the newspaper will print Janine's "Teddy Letter to the Editor" this week-do you think I'm hoping too much? I've been known to "over hope." (I realize that that isn't good English but it sounds so perfect for the situation).

I think I'm getting slap happy with this entire situation. I need to find out who, if any one is feeding him, and then figure out a way to lure him and get him back on a consistent return once again.

Prayers for our friend are needed! Thank you!

A voice...

2009-06-02T13:07:00.000-04:00

As I made my way up the back yard to Teddy's "dining" area, I heard the gobblers near by. They are a noisy bunch! And boy are they huge! Never mind you hunters you're not allowed to hunt that close to homes. Any how...I placed his food approx 12" inside the trap with high hopes once again. I retreated back to the house to complete some chores but continued to check periodically for my backyard black and white flash. Time passed and I grew concerned that once again he would not be returning and then I heard it...

A bark...a continuous bark...an unfamiliar bark, yet I knew immediately who it was. It surely was Teddy and he was right behind the line of thickened brush in our back yard. While I couldn't see him, I heard him loud and clear, he was close. When I showed dogs a friend had collies and they have a very distinctive bark...it WAS him, I know it! It was the type of bark signifying either a standoff with something or a startle then stand-off as it went on for quite a while. I wasn't sure if he came upon a snake, saw something else that brought up his dander, or perhaps even he came upon a turkey. I stood on the balcony with binoculars in one hand and a video cam in the other. I struggled to see, trying to scan the thickened brush, but it was for naught as the buds and blooms filled the area. I so wanted to go see what had his vocal attention as this had never happened before. I thought about creeping up, but my instinct held me back, as first I knew he would try to run if he saw or heard me, and second I was concerned that I would startle and distract him, and he would run without thinking and perhaps get in trouble with whatever had his attention. He barked like that for a few minutes and then stopped. I didn't hear him yelp so I was relieved about that, however, he did not come to dine. Whatever it was either filled his belly or scared him away.

It was soooo good to hear his voice though. I remember when my dog Hanna was so sick and she didn't bark for what seemed to be an eternity. And then one day her bark returned and I knew she was on the way to recovery, which she did. A bark is just so natural, and to hear one from a dog (sick or runaway) that has been silent, is music to one's ears. It truly is the little things in life we must appreciate.

Hopefully he will return tomorrow and we will continue our quest. Perhaps he dined on a fresh turkey this morning (although I didn't hear that kind of noise either). I hope that he is okay and I'll see him in the morning.

Your prayers for his safety and rescue are appreciated!

I wonder...

2009-06-01T13:59:00.000-04:00

Well Teddy returned this a.m. Yesterday I had locked the larger trap in the open position and lined the bottom of it with straw. I also spread some straw around "his" area hoping he would not notice. I placed his food about 6-8 inches inside the trap this morning. I was anxious to see his reaction to the placement and the straw.

The straw didn't seem to bother him as it even appeared to me from a distance that he did enter the trap a bit. (It's is difficult to really see clearly at that distance but it looked like his "flash" entered a short way.) I was anxious to visit "his" site later in the morning to see where his plate might have ended up. While he did pull one plate out, the other plate (cover) was still in the trap so he almost had to enter to flip the lid off his food plate and drag it out. I'll take it as a good sign, even if I am kidding myself. I'm just going to allow myself to believe he entered the trap. I'm sticking to it and please don't try to convince me otherwise (I couldn't take it )

I wonder where he goes all day and night. A while back I had seen him lounging a few hundred feet from his feeding station, but that was many weeks ago. He doesn't seem to linger after eating. It almost makes me wonder if he has other "stops" to make. I can't imagine where he hides, sleeps, or what he does during a day. The only thing I DO KNOW is that he probably spends a lot of time running from other creatures, noises, and perhaps humans. His fear level and startle responses are extremely elevated, which why it is so important for people not to speak to him or chase him. We must get the word out!

I'm still trying to locate contact numbers of those who may be feeding him once in a while.

So tomorrow...I will place his food inside the trap a little more. Day by day...inch by inch...and then I will set it once again.

I'll keep you posted, and as always please pray for his safety and his rescue.

Famished, frazzled, & fearful

2009-05-31T07:03:00.000-04:00

I didn't post yesterday due to "things" going on, as well as Mr. Teddy pulling a "no show." However, he arrived this morning as stated above...famished, frazzled, and fearful. He was walking the back yard when he heard a loud truck in the distance (we are pretty far from a main road) and as you can see by the photo on the left, he startled. Notice his stiff stance, pulled up neck, and ears perked -he's ready to run. I managed to snap this right before he bolted and disappeared. That is how quickly he reacts to any noise!

We're going to send out flyers again with a little more info in hopes of learning who may be feeding him, and where he is being seen, so perhaps we can focus our efforts even more. Also, hopefully our local paper will run the letter to the editor that Janine is putting together, as soon as possible. Crossing fingers here!

As always, appreciate your prayers for the safety and hopeful rescue of this beautiful creature!

Frazzled and hungry...

2009-05-29T07:01:00.000-04:00

It always seems that when he hasn't come around for a day or two that he returns more frazzled and absolutely famished. He really was scouring the yard in an almost frantic search this morning. Since I don't have any alternatives, I would like to set-up the trap AGAIN. I started placing his food inside the trap which is locked in the open position, but if I get it in too far, he'll leave it like before. We have been wondering if he is getting food from another source, although he still is very thin. My dog oriented friends and experts felt that he must be getting food elsewhere too. Sure enough in talking with a neighbor yesterday, another neighbor (who complained about the dog being in her garbage cans_-to which I responded "tell her not to chase the dog and call me to come and clean up," told her that HER neighbor feeds him some times in the morning. Ah Ha!

I'm trying to get a name and phone number for that person or I may just drive down. We have to try to get everyone in sync and network-it's the only chance we have to rescue him. I also asked our shelter friend Janine about writing a letter to the editor of the local paper explaining to folks about the dog and ask them not to chase him, etc. If we can get everyone on the "same page" with this boy, I think our chances will increase and so will his. I am very hopeful once again that once we put all these things in place, we will be successful! Pray for our mission and for the continued safety of Teddy!

And please pray for all who are trying to help in any way!

Full plate...

2009-05-28T13:04:00.000-04:00

I was a little busy this a.m. so only had time to sporadically check the yard for a black and white flash. By the time I had to leave I hadn't seen him, but that didn't necessarily mean he hadn't been there. He's quick most days and one has to keep an eye out for him.

After returning from delivering his breakfast, I discovered I brought home two additional "friends." Unfortunately they are not cute and can wreak havoc if allowed to stay. I'm talking about ticks...just in case you didn't know. They love me! If I can get them while walking through a cleared yard, imagine what our Teddy has on him. Just one more reason to try to capture him and bring him to safety and health!

When I returned home later this morning I checked his area...plate still covered and filled with food. Teddy has not returned yet today. It has been damp, rainy, and dreary but no T-storms, so I haven't a clue as to why he didn't come back today. Since he returned so consistently for so long, and these past two weeks he's missed some days here, I truly think he must be getting food some where else, although he is still very thin. I really don't have much of a chance in getting him, if I can't use the food as bait, because nothing else gets his attention. So if there is any one out there who may be feeding him, please let me know so we can combine our efforts!

The only way I will ever capture him is by food and he has to be relying on my food. Of course, who knows, since living on the mountain perhaps he's also become a connoisseur of fresh berries. As always I can only imagine...

Keep praying for his safe capture...thank you!

Skinny and hungry...

2009-05-27T10:39:00.000-04:00

Our boy arrived this a.m., obviously hungry as he scavenged the back yard for his additional treats. I started trailing him down closer to our fence again, hoping one day to make friends or get him inside without panicking him. I am at a loss for what else to do except be patient which isn't easy. He just reacts so quickly that I can't even gently toss him a treat without him bolting away for the day. I wish I could figure out a way to get him to come back several times a day, with the hope that he may get attached, but I don't know how to do that. I really wish I knew if someone else was feeding him too.

Oh well...we'll keep plugging away with high hopes and lots of prayers.

Special thanks to Teddy's human friends Bud & Jule for their generous donations to his food supply and treats-you both get a star in your books at the Rainbow Bridge.

Well...

2009-05-26T12:19:00.000-04:00

He arrived a bit later this a.m. and unfortunately I wasn't expecting him. One of my dogs spied him first and barked from inside the house and spooked him. Hard to imagine in all the time he's been running that a barking dog inside a building still sends him off. I'll have to be more aware tomorrow.

After yesterday's breakfast remains were removed, I closed up the trap with full intentions of setting it again this morning. But I didn't set it. I decided to start all over again and put his plate of food on the edge of the trap, eventually hoping to open it and move his food further and further inside-back to a slow process. He's just so fearful and probably smart enough not to go in a place where there doesn't seem to be an exit. I wish I could borrow a bigger trap, something like a humane bear trap-I think I'd have a better chance of trying to get him to enter a less "tight" area. I've searched and searched and haven't come up with any larger humane traps.

While I am thankful that he is returning once again, I just wonder how long he can go on. It's a difficult life especially for a domesticated animal, and one who is so fearful. At least wolves/foxes in the wild are not in constant fear, only when they sense danger or are being attacked. This guy is fearful ALL the time. He doesn't even look twice before he runs away. I think I've spent enough time observing him to know he runs mostly on adrenaline supported by fear. I never saw a dog, even one with issues, startle so reactively and constantly and run without provocation or seemingly instinct or thought. I hope if any one sees him that they will not chase him, as I am sure this is part of the reason he has become even more fearful that before he was lost.

This is truly a sad story...and I will continue to pray it will have a happy ending.

A pleasant surprise...but disappointed

2009-05-25T07:08:00.000-04:00

I decided no matter what, I needed to set the trap just in case he might return. I don't know whether it is my stress or his I'm worrying about at this point (just kidding). I figured if he came back perhaps he'd really be starving and so desperate to eat that he would forget himself and walk into the trap.

I loaded up a delicious assortment of smelly foods, piled high on a plate and placed them inside the trap. I figured he might pull out the blanket covering part of the floor, so I made sure to place the food beyond that point. I filled his water dish with fresh clean water and retreated to the house and waited.

I sporadically checked the area with binoculars hoping to catch a glimpse of a black and white flash. The fog blinded me at times, but it eventually cleared permanently, giving me a clear view. And then I saw him...

He paced and pawed at the trap ever so careful so as to not set it off. I hoped the trap wouldn't go off with his pawing as for sure I'd lose him then. I so wanted today to be the day he was rescued. I watched as he paced, and my heart broke for him. I can't imagine being so hungry yet fearful of eating. I felt like I was being mean, but my dog warden friend told me that I have to stay firm in keeping food inside or he'll never go in. Unfortunately...I don't think he WILL ever go in. Because he has been running for so long I doubt that a humane trap is going to entice him beyond his fears enough to capture him.

He walked around the area for some time and then I lost sight of him. I slowly walked up mid way in the back yard and suddenly he came from behind part of our fence. I backed off slowly and I don't think he saw me. I waited and waited but he didn't come back to the area. I needed to check the trap to make sure it didn't lock without him in it. So I made my way slowly to the area and found no Teddy in sight.

The trap had not gone off but the blanket was as I expected, pulled from the trap. The food still aromatic sat at the back of the trap beyond the set plate. I reached into get it and the trap closed on me-scared the you know what out of me! I can only imagine what it might do to a frightened animal. I couldn't reach it and was not enjoying crawling around in the mud, and then I remembered the hatch in the back of the trap-duh! I noticed at the back of the trap our friend has obviously been pawing and digging to try to obtain the food, but was not successful naturally. He really wanted it but I guess not bad enough to enter the trap-bummer! Major bummer!

I can only assume that he is getting some food from another source, whether it be wild, some one's garbage, or someone else is feeding him. I can't imagine why he if he was indeed starving, he would pass up some chicken, liverwurst, hot dogs and beef-but then again, I'm not him. I can only imagine what goes on his fearful mind.

I moved the food forward a bit inside the trap in case he might return, but I am doubtful of that for today. I can hope for tomorrow. There has got to be a way to capture him safely.

Once again our prayers were answered...Teddy returned. Although I feel bad that he didn't (at this point) have a nice meaty meal. I know I have to be strong, but it is so hard thinking of his empty belly. Maybe we need to not only pray for Teddy to return, but perhaps that he now gets rescued, and ask God to guide him into the safety of kind humans. Let's try...thanks!

And again...so far

2009-05-24T07:53:00.000-04:00

Well it is close to 8 a.m. and he hasn't made an appearance. Naturally, I fear the worst and hope for the best. There are so many things that can happen on the mountain-snake bite comes to my mind. Because he startles and runs so quickly I fear he may run into a snake or even a coal hole. He looked so worn out the last time he was here. I'm sure he's loaded with ticks and probably is anemic. This of course will leave him even more weakened and less able to run or protect himself if need be. He must be so very tired. I had always hoped since he returned so regularly all this time, that if something did happen and he had the strength that he would come "home" here, but who knows?

I guess if he is a no show again tomorrow, it will be time to head up the mountain for a search. My heart breaks to think that this beautiful scared boy may be lying somewhere injured and in pain subjected to who knows what. I can only pray that this is not so, and that he will return here, and will be rescued.

Please keep in your prayers!

Not again...

2009-05-23T17:19:00.000-04:00

Well our friend did not return or at least dine this a.m. or up until now (it is 5 p.m). I'm not sure why all of a sudden he is not returning regularly as he has done in the past. Could it be because there are more animals out of hibernation? Perhaps more people on the mountain? Or maybe because daylight comes so early now, and our typically quiet neighborhood was a little noisy this a.m. with lots of barking dogs? I wish I HAD the answer, but only Teddy knows. It just worries me so when he doesn't come to eat, I am always fearful he will not return , ever. I remember last year I never saw him at all, and it was only after the winter months that he showed up in my sight, and that's when I began feeding him.

I wish we could get some publicity in our plight to find/save him. I'd like people to report when and where they see him and would also like to know by chance if any one else feeding him. I want people to understand how frightened he is of EVERYTHING including the human voice, and would ask if they see him not to speak. Also, I would hope that people would feel some compassion for him and perhaps not "shoo" him or chase him if they see him. But most of all I would really wish that a miracle would occur and he would be safe. I just figure the more people who know about him, the more eyes there are to see him and help save him.

For now all we can do is pray for tomorrow.

Okay...

2009-05-22T06:57:00.000-04:00

Just a quick update...he returned and devoured his food and treats. I have also taken to placing fresh water at his site as well. When he finished he trotted back up the mountain...if only he would stay around. I'm sure fear prevents him from staying anywhere for very long...I bet he hasn't even slept for more than minutes at a time in almost a year. Can you IMAGINE?

He's back....but

2009-05-22T06:34:00.000-04:00

Well prayers were answered this a.m. as I traveled the back yard to "his" area. I saw a black and white flash making his way through the woods, obviously he was unaware of my presence, so I stood still. As he perused "his" area and started out to the open field toward our house, he spied my concrete like form. He startled and bolted for the mountain. It's been 35 minutes and he has yet to return. Hopefully he will, he must be very very hungry.

I can only assume from his very strong, quick and fearful reactions to me, that he has spent the last two days and nights being chased by whatever or whomever. He is more fearful and reactive than ever. He doesn't even hesitate to see, he just runs.

It is times like these that I can't help thinking...this is a situation that didn't necessarily have to be. One only has to see him react and actually try to imagine what he has seen and felt to develop a bit of anger that he is in this situation. It should not be.

"Teddy" has been running for his life for almost a year now. It is obvious his young life has been nothing but fear, and suffering. This guy has had no opportunity to feel safe, have a warm clean bed, and know the love of a human. It should NOT be for him or any other animal, or any living and breathing creature. It tears my heart to know he is so close but yet STILL cannot trust even me, the one who has been feeding him for months.

I'll do my best to continue this quest to Save Teddy...with all the prayers offered! Thank you!

Every thing but...

2009-05-21T10:40:00.000-04:00

It is now 10:40 a.m. and still no sighting of our friend...

I've managed to see all types of creatures in that back yard this morning-wild turkeys, huge crows, eastern bluebirds, and all kinds of birds (almost got beaned by an over zealous humming bird), but no beautiful black and white dog. So the worry continues...

So far...not good

2009-05-21T06:46:00.000-04:00

Well it's almost 7 a.m. here and no Teddy. With the haggard way he had looked the last few times I saw him, I can't help but fear the worst. Hopefully I am wrong and he will return. In this instance I want to be wrong.

I removed the cover from the new trap thinking that perhaps he saw it yesterday and spooked. The trap is not open or set at this point just in case the newness of something in his area has him fearful. Oddly enough my husband spotted three beautiful deer in the open yard, where Teddy would usually roam. I didn't want the deer, I wanted the dog.

I hope we don't need to go on a search and pray that he will return on his own as he has done before. Please pray for that also.

Stressful worry...but I can't complain

2009-05-20T13:52:00.000-04:00

I shouldn't complain given all that this poor dog has faced for the past several months, but every time he doesn't show up (which is rare), I panic. We've come so far and I just keep hoping for a "bit more." Needless to say it is 2 p.m. here and he hasn't returned today. I will be heading up to mow the grass in "his" back yard and will be equipped with a bag of juicy hot dogs, just in case.

I was hoping to set the trap tomorrow, but now will wait for him to get used to the new trap being up. Of course could that be the reason he didn't return? Hmmm...maybe...but doubtful as I watched with binoculars this a.m. around "his" time and I didn't even see a flash of black and white fur. But then again...who knows.

Hopefully he will return to his regular schedule and we can move forward. I hope to one day soon report...he is safe!

Looking thin...very nervous

2009-05-19T14:06:00.000-04:00

Well he saw me this a.m. bringing his breakfast, or should I say I saw him. He was quite a distance away from me but his black and white fur makes him relatively easy to spot. I stood still and he stood still, the longer I stood it seemed the further (albeit slowly) he moved away. I eventually gave up and retreated to the house. He soon came down to dine. He is a smart guy though, as he broke the cardboard base free (the one I had lined the bottom of the first trap with, and tacked it down) and pulled his food from the trap. He just figures any way not to go in.

I cooked up a storm today of meats from our freezer. I will begin offering some of these delicacies with his meal as teasers, and then one day hopefully entice him inside the larger trap when it is set. I fear I will have to get him on the first try, that's why I'm being exceptionally cautious, as I am concerned he will be so spooked after a missed attempt I may lose him. But maybe not...this guy is just so fearful.

I caught a glimpse of him running scared in our back yard a little later. He kept turning around and startling, but again I didn't see anything. He definitely looks much thinner and seems so much more nervous if that is even possible. I just wish I could get a message out to any one who encounters him to please NOT chase him or even talk to him, it only instills more fear.

Well...we can only hope and pray for a happy ending one day soon-real soon!

Ready...not set...

2009-05-18T08:51:00.000-04:00

Well our friend arrived a little later this a.m. looking more frazzled and thin. Something spooked him as he worked the trail of treats as he turned to look and ran with his tail between his legs. (I didn't see anything, but with this poor guy, who knows). He hasn't returned to finish his treats but the main dish was licked clean.

I wonder where he goes during the day. I would think (hope) that he would stay around where he was getting food, but that doesn't seem to happen. We live in a relatively quiet and safe neighborhood, but then I guess he doesn't know that. Some times I do think he lurks close by as it seems I no sooner leave the "chow" area and he arrives.

I admit I had high hopes of gaining his trust when he stood in front of me a few weeks ago, when I was cutting grass in "his" area. But that seems to be a distant memory as he acts even more scared than ever.

The larger trap is going to be placed in the area, mostly covered and not set, just open. I'll be covering the bottom as well with a blanket. I'll begin feeding him in the area of this trap with the eventual hope of moving the food inside and setting the humane trap. It's going a little slower than I would like but he is just so darn hyper sensitive and aware that the slightest change or noise spooks him away.

Keep your fingers crossed and your prayers going up!

Weathering the storm...

2009-05-17T06:30:00.000-04:00

Teddy did not make an appearance yesterday, nor was his food eaten. My husband brought it to my attention that we had a storm the night before and reminded me that it seemed that always kept him away. I thought about and said, "is it possible that when it storms that he runs far away to try to escape?" I guess it is possible.

We had a wicked storm last night. But? Teddy arrived this a.m. very nervous, as he caught a glimpse of me from the distance and bolted. I retreated to the house and watched him closely. He looked very haggard and thinner than usual, he almost looked like he was exhausted, perhaps from a night of running or trembling-who knows? And then I remembered what my shelter friend had told me..."Teddy was returned to the shelter after an adoption due to his fear of thunder storms." And there it was... I thought of my own little puppy and how upset she was last night with her first storm and how we tried to console, distract, and comfort her fears, and there is poor Teddy, out there, all alone in fear. Breaks my heart!

Now I guess I have to admit my husband might be correct. And even more so...we've got to get him-thunder storm season is just beginning. Big time plans for this coming week!

Something different to try...

2009-05-14T07:05:00.000-04:00

My friend will be delivering the larger humane trap this morning (bless her!). Hopefully the few inches difference in size may eventually make a difference. As per her suggestion and experiences, we will leave the other trap as it is and place this one semi-covered and not set, in the same area, and see how it goes. Eventually planning to lock it open and try to entice him inside to eat, and then naturally at some point setting it, and hopefully capturing him. We'll also be placing a blanket with the scent of a female in season although he is neutered, we'll have to see how he responds to that one.

This morning he arrived as usual, but still seemingly more nervous than previously. I placed his food a bit further in the open trap, and while he did his little grab, gobble, startle dance, I believe he ate (I'll check later). As time goes on and if we seem to be moving forward I will be getting some additional good smelling foods like a roasted chicken (and yes I will have to pick it off the bones), Vienna sausage has been suggested, perhaps some liverwurst, and any other strongly aromatic substance I can find. Keep your fingers crossed that we are approaching a happy ending!

A sigh of relief...sort of...

2009-05-13T06:53:00.000-04:00

I stood vigil at the door this morning hoping and praying in earnest that he would return, and lo and behold he did-thank God! He seemed much more nervous as he gobbled his breakfast, startling frequently and almost bolting many times. As he worked his treat trail he was hyper vigilant and looked up and around frequently, and started to run several times. God only knows where he has been and what has happened to him in the last 48 hours. This is why I say "a sigh of relief...sort of..." It is difficult to fathom what he may experience in a day and night. I am glad that he has returned, and seemingly looked "okay," but my heart sinks in knowing he runs and knows no security. It only has made me more determined, we've got to get him and it has to be soon. A friend who is also a warden will be bringing me a larger (hopefully) humane trap. I have a few other calls to make to see if we can obtain some assistance. I'll keep you posted and as always pray for Teddy's safe rescue REAL soon!

Thank you to those who volunteered to help search, it is so good to know there are others out there who care. Obviously at this point we don't need to try to find him, he has found his way back, for now.

Getting more concerned....

2009-05-12T11:13:00.001-04:00

It is now 11:15 a.m. here and Teddy's breakfast dish is still full. He obviously hasn't returned at this point. My only hope is that before nightfall (I need to remove the food before dark so as not to FEED wild critters), he returns. If not I will try again tomorrow and Friday (Correction-I mean Thursday). If he doesn't return Friday (Correction-Thursday) a.m., I would like to try and get a search party together. If any one is local and could spare a few hours on Thursday(possibly) please email me. I don't know if we'll find him, but feel we need to try. Last time he didn't show was the week before Easter. My husband and I hiked the mountain for over two hours on Good Friday, only seeing paw prints in the mud. We traveled the mountain north, and now know he has been spotted on the southern direction of the mountain, so perhaps we should head that way. I hope it doesn't come to that, but would like to know if any one can help if it does-thanks!

Very worried...

2009-05-12T07:43:00.000-04:00

It is now 7:45 a.m. and Teddy's breakfast plate and trail of treats sit untouched, except by the nuisance crows. He hasn't been this late coming down the mountain in weeks. It is always a concern and fear that something might happen to him. I always hoped we could get him before something else did. Let's just hope he got side tracked and will return soon...

It was torture to watch...

2009-05-11T07:07:00.000-04:00

I noticed yesterday's breakfast plate was further inside the trap than I had originally placed it, so I decided to try and place the food just a little further inside again. I probably placed it about 6 inches from the opening. Well true to form after I retreated to the house a few minutes later Teddy appeared devouring trail of treats, which always ends close to our fence now, with a jackpot of treats as he gets closer to our home/fence. He then returned to his dining area and I watched from the window. It took him a long time to eat as he'd stretch to grab a mouthful of food inside the trap and startle backwards, it was torture to watch him be so hungry and yet so afraid. After 10 minutes I couldn't stand it any more, I decided to go up and bring the food out for him. Much to my surprise, he HAD taken the plate out of the trap via the removal of the cardboard which covered the base of the trap. (Smart dog, or should I say survivor dog) I was glad to see that he persevered and ate even though he startled frequently throughout his meal. It is hard to watch him fearfully struggle imagining what he has been through, but maybe just maybe someday we can get him via the trap OR preferably by trust.

I've also incorporated a two pitched whistle which I now use whenever I bring his food hoping as usual that this will one day bring him some familiarity. Hoping as always....

Face to face...well not quite

2009-05-10T08:00:00.000-04:00

As I walked up our back yard (I was in the fenced in portion yet), Teddy came trotting down the upper back yard unaware of my presence obviously. When I spied him I held the aromatic plate of food in front of me and froze. Whether he caught the scent of the food or me, he stopped and froze momentarily too. There we were for a brief few seconds looking right at each other. I wanted to toss a piece of liverwurst but I knew I was too far away, and he would probably perceive me as throwing something AT him, so I just stood there. I secretly hoped he would come to the fence, but reality soon took over as he turned and ran to the safety of his mountain. Momentarily crushed again, I shook it off, and placed his breakfast right inside the trap, and left a trail of special treats for him. I took my liverwurst and sat behind the fence again and waited. He did not return within 2o minutes, and it was a tad chilly this a.m., so I left (left some good chunks of liverwurst right outside the fence too). About 30 minutes later, I saw him eating. I am so glad that he returns, but I really wish he would show some familiarity with me at this point. It's odd to me that he doesn't, because even non-domesticated animals will begin to trust given time. There were two chipmunks that lived here that would take peanuts right from my hand, and run right up to almost anyone who came on our property. Same with rabbits, squirrels and other critters, I just don't know what happens to him all day and all night that might prevent him from trusting me, the one who always feeds him. It is perplexing and frustrating, but it is a challenge I will continue to try to meet. Thanks for your prayers!

Like a huge gust of wind...

2009-05-09T06:51:00.000-04:00

Well I got up at the crack of dawn today determined to beat him to the back yard. Pockets filled with treats, his breakfast piled high, and some nice smelly liverwurst ready to entice, I headed up the back yard as the sun barely rose over the trees. And I waited....

After laying the trail of treats and placing his breakfast right on the inside edge of the trap, I proceeded down to our fenced in yard. This time I brought the trail of treats closer to the fence, and as I got closer made the piles bigger and laced them with chunks of good smelling liverwurst. Then I sat right inside the fence with a hand full of liverwurst and waited...and waited...and waited. My arm was starting to go to sleep from holding my tantalizing treats on the fence post fearful of moving too much, when suddenly I saw the black and white fur. He made his way down the trail and actually stopped to look at me several times (at least I think he did). He didn't run, so I felt good about that for surely he could catch my scent nearby. I sat ever so still and he came closer and closer to the fence. I found myself holding my breath as this was the closest I had ever seen him. Oh is he beautiful-it's amazing that he looks as good as he does considering what we think his life has been! He face is full and pure black and he has some gray/black spotting on some of his white fur. His eyes are quick and fearful as they darted back and forth scanning his environment. He IS on the thin side, contrary to what people think. It also looked like he has something on both lower eye lids,not sure as I didn't have my glasses. I wondered if they might have been ticks. I could hear his breaths as he munched on treats, that's how close he was. I just wanted to reach out and touch him, but I knew that wouldn't work. I could smell his dampened fur. As he got close to my statuesque position I tensed, should I hold out my hand with the liverwurst or should I drop it? I decided on the latter as I was sure he wouldn't take it from hand. When I dropped it I actually heard a whoosh and in a split second the black and white flash was gone. I actually heard that sound-it startled me! He is so quick to react and startle, one can only imagine what has happened to him. Disheartened I tossed the liverwurst onto the last pile outside the fence hoping for his return. He did return but as I watched from afar, he was so nervous; when he ate he startled big time twice and went to run at something he heard/saw in the neighbor's yard. I didn't see or hear anything, but then I'm not him. He didn't finish the last pile as he was too nervous, maybe later. He went up licked his plate clean and left for his daily travels. I need to be positive...one day he will know. Keep him in your prayers.

Update...

2009-05-08T12:20:00.000-04:00

Just wanted to let you all know...he did return to eat after approximately 4o minutes. I'm still searching for a bigger solution, but am sooooooo glad he came back!

Fear trumps empty belly....

2009-05-08T07:10:00.000-04:00

Yesterday afternoon, I opened the trap and secured it in the open position. I placed the cardboard pieces that he had been dining on for the past few weeks inside the cage covering the entire floor. He was early again this morning and the terriers spooked him initially, but he returned very quickly after I left his area. I watched from the balcony as he worked the trail of treats, this time I brought him closer to our fenced in yard. He then made his way to his main dining area and longingly looked at the food I placed barely 8 inches inside the open cage. He stretched, and jumped. Grabbed a few morsels and jumped back. He so much wanted the food but was not about to set foot inside that cage. It was very emotional to watch as I know how hungry he is but yet his fear over rides any hunger. After quite some time he gave up and slowly began to ascend the mountain. I couldn't stand it so I quickly went up to bring the food out of the cage, hoping he would see me and return. It's been 30 minutes and he hasn't come back yet. This is what I always hoped would not happen, and obviously this is what happened before when others tried to trap him, he is too afraid. The trap is narrow, so he is quite aware that he is entering something. I've been looking for larger traps to no avail. I was absolutely crushed when I saw his reaction as I thought I was taking it all slow enough that he would adjust, but I was wrong. I won't give up, I just need to rethink things again. Keep us both in your prayers and thoughts for a viable solution to present itself and bring him to safety. Thanks!

Disheartening...a little

2009-05-07T07:15:00.000-04:00

The early riser was here again...early. I was somewhat disappointed as I made my way up the back yard with his food and treats, that he trotted away, up the mountainside. I thought by now and with other times he didn't bolt, that he might linger a little closer, but he didn't. He didn't run but trotted away with his ears pinned back on his head. I started to consider why he might be different on some mornings-is it possible he spent a night of fear, running from who knows what? Perhaps he met a hunter along his way this morning that startled him. Maybe he was "shooed" by an unknowing or perhaps uncaring human, who doesn't know we're trying to catch him. So many things can happen to him, that only he knows about, so patience and time is what needs to be given. As I write this, Teddy is dining on his trail of treats in our back yard. The plan is to continue on...

Early riser again...

2009-05-06T15:07:00.000-04:00

Boy he sure is trying to get me and my dogs up at the crack of dawn! He was very early this a.m., and of course my dogs saw him first. Naturally they barked and he bolted. However, he did return later to eat his breakfast and mark some turf. I couldn't tell whether he was watching me from afar this morning or not as the trees are beginning to bud and blossom, filling the once open spaces in the woods. I still would rather get him to come to me, but doubt that will happen for quite some time. On with plans....

Still hungry

2009-05-05T07:02:00.000-04:00

Teddy was down for breakfast before I was, must've been very hungry. I had hoped since I have to move really slow (due to my knee) that perhaps he might linger and approach me holding his delectable plate of food. But...he turned and trotted up the mountain a short way. However...he did SIT and WATCH me from afar. He thought I couldn't see him, but little does he know his black and white fur sort of sticks out in the woods. I watched him from the corner of my eye as I placed the trail of treats and finally his plate of food-he didn't move a muscle. As I hobbled back down the yard after placing the food, I continuously peaked around but saw no Teddy close. I no sooner made it inside the gate and he was at his plate, devouring it. A few minutes later he was wandering in our back yard, cleaning up the trail of treats, looking for more, and "marking" territory. Hmmm.... A little while later my husband said, "It looks like he's still hungry, he's still looking for food." So I thought I'd seize the moment (the entire time hoping he'd come to me for seconds), and prepared another aromatic plate of food. Of course, he saw me coming and trotted up the mountainside. At this point, I do not know if he returned for seconds or not...bummer. At least he is getting closer to the house, now if I could only get him closer to me. My knee should be good enough by next week, and if nothing else pops up, I plan on feeding him IN the trap (not set yet). As always...keep your fingers crossed!

Is he claiming us?

2009-05-04T07:17:00.001-04:00

Interestingly I am wondering if Teddy is now claiming his territory as I watched him come all the way down from the back yard and lift his leg right at the gate that we use to bring his food. It was kind of funny to see him do this and be that close ( not that I'm fond of dogs urinating randomly on items-haha). I'm not really sure how our only male of the house Trevar will take it either, the next few days should prove to be interesting.

He took a different route this a.m. after dining-he went across the back of our neighbors' yards instead of heading back up the mountain. I hope he doesn't get "shooed" or meet up with any turkey hunters-it is always a worry.

I feel we are so close (at least closer than before) to getting him, and worry that something will happen before we can close the story with a happy ending.

As always...keep him and our efforts in your prayers, please.

Seems odd...

2009-05-03T07:24:00.000-04:00

Well it seems Teddy was a little anxious this a.m. and bet my husband to the feeding area. Needless to say when Teddy saw him, he bolted. However, I knew he would return, which he did. Oddly,it seems that Teddy works the trail of treats first, before heading to his main dish, unless he just goes back to lick it clean. Unfortunately, I know this dog has been chased by humans so much, as the mere sound of a voice sends him running (my husband assured me he did not say a word to him). How sad! Hopefully one day he will be comforted by a gentle voice. I worry about catching him and I worry about NOT catching him. I fear when he is caught his panic will be great and I worry if he's not caught soon he will eventually meet his demise on the mountain OR become unreachable. So...let's hope for a soon to be rescue!

No worries thus far...

2009-05-02T07:14:00.000-04:00

Well having the trap camouflaged didn't seem to deter Teddy from dining. He was seen eating yesterday and we saw him this morning, so we continue to move ahead. I'm considering another step in between-securing the trap in the open position for a while to see if I can get him to enter a few times. That way ideally he will become accustomed to the trap and hopefully...well you know. I'll try to post a pic or two to show the area as soon as I can hobble up the yard. Keep him in your prayers and thanks for checking in!

You won't believe this!

2009-04-30T15:17:00.000-04:00

As I was up mowing his dining area, as I said I needed to do, I was backing up the tractor and guess who was standing 50 ft. in front of me? T E D D Y !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Of course I was caught off guard and I froze momentarily, and he just stood there looking at me. And then I made the mistake of speaking...saying the name he really doesn't know...and he left. I was so excited and now am so bummed. I quickly came down to the house got another can of food and took up to his dining area. I also bought some good smelling liver wurst and sat in the area hoping he would return and I could toss him some liverwurst, but he did not return while I was there. I figured either he was watching "his" area from afar, or he makes his way back this way in the afternoons (although no one ever said they had seen him in the afternoon). Either way I took it as progress and still will remain hopeful that one day he might come to me. Wouldn't that be WONDERFUL!?! I probably will not blog tomorrow due to surgery, but rest assured his breakfast will await him.

The closer I get...

2009-04-30T13:25:00.000-04:00

This morning I brought Teddy's trail of treats even closer to our fenced in back yard. He was late again this morning, but he diligently gobbled and followed the trail. He seemed to linger in the open yard for a bit, and actually looked down at me standing at the door. As he moved toward his "dining area" I decided to try something...ever so softly I made my way up the back yard with a pocket full of treats. I moved slowly and deliberately and if I heard a noise I stood still. I eventually peaked around our garage and saw Teddy "cleaning up" his breakfast dish. He spied me and froze, I gently tossed a treat sort of in his direction but not at him. He looked at the treat then froze visually on me for a moment, and trotted away. Bummer! My neighbor left me a phone message telling me that he was around again a bit later...if only....

I will be setting the trap in place today, after the area is mowed. Hopefully, this will become just another part of his environment.

Pretty soon...

2009-04-29T13:15:00.000-04:00

I'm hoping some time next week to place the humane trap, not necessarily set it up. We'll have to mow the grass in that area as with the warm weather grass and weeds are filling the area and truthfully, I really don't want to wade through high grass or weeds, as we do have snakes about. Also, I wouldn't want to provide a haven for snakes for our Teddy either. So first things first...mow the area.

This morning Teddy arrived a bit late, but seemed excited nonetheless (I could tell by his happy trot along his treat trail). Again as I was placing his treats and food I vigilantly peered over my shoulder hoping he was watching, but with my human eyes I didn't see him. So I eventually retreated to the house. I have thought about sitting in the back yard and waiting to offer him treats but after watching him from the house as he spooked at dog barking in the distance-it just doesn't seem like the right time. I'm am so concerned about him not returning after a scare as he has done in the past.

So we continue on...and pray...and hope one day soon, Teddy will be secure in a home.

Slight panic...

2009-04-28T09:15:00.000-04:00

I made sure I was out of bed extra early this morning so I could hopefully get his breakfast up prior to his arrival, or the arrival of any hunters that might scare him away. I sleepily trudged up through the back yard, left his breakfast on his new cardboard dining area and began making a trail of treats. I continually checked over my should still expecting him to one day be following right behind me. When I returned to the house, I found myself at the balacony door every few minutes checking for Teddy, but no sightings. After approximately one and half hours, I decided to perform a visual check, much to my disappointment neither the breakfast or the trail of snacks were touched. Concern once again overcame I wondered if something had happened to him. I ran a few errands and returned home only to see a black and white flash feeding at the cardboard station-I was so thankful! My hope is to set-up the trap with the cardboard and straw surrounding it (not set) next week, and see how that goes. Then perhaps move on to the next step. I'm having knee surgery on Friday so I have someone who will get the food to him over the weekend and hopefully by Monday I will be able to do it myself again, albeit slowly.

Early Riser

2009-04-27T09:24:00.000-04:00

Well Teddy apparently was up earlier than I again, as I peaked out the balcony door upon arising, and saw him perusing an empty trail where his usual treats should have been. For some reason he was up and mobile very early, but there wasn't anything I could do about it at that point. I waited for him to move out of sight, left the terriers out for their morning rituals, and prepared every one's breakfast. Once the terriers were dining, I make the trip to place Teddy's breakfast and treats. I haven't checked his area yet as I had errands to run and appointments, but I'm sure he will have cleaned his plate. (The cardboard didn't seem to bother him as his plate was clean previously). So we continue on...

Out of the corner of my eye...

2009-04-26T10:58:00.000-04:00

I have to admit I was a little concerned after yesterday, he didn't return to dine. I had seen hunters on the mountain yesterday, and figured he was hopefully just hiding.

Yesterday I cut out a cardboard section that will actually cover the inside and sides of the humane trap, and placed it with the sides up in his dining area. Eventually I will move this cardboard section into the trap, once he seems to be used to walking on and dining on the cardboard. I'm taking it very very slow as I don't want to lose him by spooking him.

This morning as I made my way to the back yard, placed his main breakfast on his new cardboard dining section, I caught a glimpse of a black and white flash descending the mountainside. I froze momentarily considering whether or not to turn and see if he would come to me via food tosses. I chose not to at this point because he stopped. However, what I did do is continue leaving a usual trail of treats but this time I moved very slowly and deliberately in my placement. I was hoping he was watching and praying for the beginning of some familiarity which may one day lead to trust. I turned frequently to glance in his direction, never turning fully so as to not confront, but I saw no movement. I continued placing the trail and retreated to the house. It took him some time before he hit the food, but he seemed to linger a bit longer on his dining and stayed around afterward for a while. I stepped quietly out on the balcony to snap a few pics, but he did not notice me. It would be so great to have him trust enough to come close, but I fear that is a long way off.